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BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:23

Okay so theres this guy, let's call him.... Jim, that i've been obsessing over. He's been really nice lately, and has been saying I love you and stuff.... But then tonight, he went to a party, was flirting and hugging all these girls, that are *cough* kinda *cough* sl*tty.... And he was laying down with this one girl and hugging her, and he used to do that with me, and it just made me feel like crap... Especially because he's been helping me with the whole cutting thing, it was all a friggin act.... I need to go off and cry now...

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hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:25

ohhh. alicia.

you are 20 times better than that piece of crap.

he just thinks he can get any girl he wants. i hate guys like him.

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:26

i need to cut but I CANT. Liz you said you have AIM?

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:27

I HATE FRIGGIN LOVE AND MOST GUYS.... why does everything always have to happen at once?!?!?! Just when I was in a really good frickin mood!!!

DaRkSiDe | 13-12-2003 04:28

was he drunk? if he is than it's the alcohol kicking in, if it isn't, he's a player... the guy needs to get his balls sacked

hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:28

yeah yeah.

don't cut.

elizj27.

he's not worth it.

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:28

no he wasnt drunk

hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:30

he's an ***hole then.

you are so wonderful.

don't cut yourself.

if i can do it you can do it.

its my 31 day without cutting myself and i feel great.

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DaRkSiDe | 13-12-2003 04:30

awww... Alicia, don't worry you'll find someone better than him

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:50

omg i.. what did i do... ive never been so scared....

i got mad at him online, started arguing with him.... then he said i hope you enjoy that cd it's the last memory you'll have of me... i asked him what he meant... he said what do you think and signed off... i cant call him its almost midnight and he doesnt have a cell phone... god help me please... if he does commit suicide.. it's my fault... god please no, dont let him do it, please please please, i love him to death, i'd die for him in a second...

DeathByMonkeys | 13-12-2003 04:53

First of all, calm down. Try breathing a bit.

hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:54

alicia.

i'm sure everything will be fine.

it's not your fault.

he will be fine. just think positive and everything will be ok.

and if something does happen you can't blame yourself.

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 04:55

okay... he signed back on... i have to talk to him....

allison i havent seen you around in forever, i've missed you. how have you been?

DeathByMonkeys | 13-12-2003 04:55

Listen to Liz. She's handling it better than I can.

DeathByMonkeys | 13-12-2003 04:56

very good....and I have a lovely thread announcing my return. took 15 minutes to type, and it's all of maybe 50 words. *hugs alicia*

hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:58

yeah only b/c i've dealt with this sorta stuf before.

i've lost two friends to suicide.

DeathByMonkeys | 13-12-2003 04:58

I almost have, but they never manage it. And I have to go, so I'll see you guys tomorrow!

hurleysk8r05 | 13-12-2003 04:59

bye bye!!!

BrandNew88AFI02 | 13-12-2003 05:03

okay i think everythings okay im not sure... all i know is i love him.. and i cant lose him, hes keeping me alive right now... i cant imagine my life right now without him, i never want to lose him, ever..

QUPNCY | 13-12-2003 08:09

aww, alicia, sorry to hear all that, i hope your ok now & did you want me to close this?

radiate86 | 14-12-2003 19:08

Licia...I haven't talked to you...how is everything with, what did you call him Jim? Haha Well I know you say you love and need him, but look what he's doing to you. It's not healthy. I love you. I'm not working today, which means I'll be on a lot, and I'm almost at 1000, so I will make it today. Adios hun.

aflackoh6 | 14-12-2003 19:11

alicia, boys are bad...not to sound stupid, but most of them are, except a few (like Gavin). Those few are hard to find, but when you do, dont let them go...and its my 4th day not cutting...I wanna soo bad bc a lot of stuff it fuc*ed up here too, but I'm not gonna bc someone is gonna see and I'm gonna get shipped off to Cherry Hill

hurleysk8r05 | 14-12-2003 19:12

ohh thats soo good ash.

its my like 33 day.

i've lost count. but its going really good. and i am happy right now.

except last night i really wanted to do it.

but i didn't want to let people down.

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