A Song For The Broken

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cyanide_suicide | 17-07-2013 04:11

The urge to hurt again
An anticipation you begin to savour
Wishing upon the pain
Music is your only saviour

Walking to your safe place
Away from prying eyes
Pull up your sleeve now
Reveal it to the skies

Your arm as scared as your heart
Brokendown and souless
Your sanity hanging by a thread
Decisions decisions, these you have to make.

These decisions you have to. make!
Your body a mirror!
Reflecting whats inside!
I'm sorry, but you have a scattered mind!

Decisions decisions.
I'm asking you to choose!

To end it now!
Or just keep going!
Get your blade and draw a line!
The blood is flowing!

Hear the drip drop
watch the crimson flow
Its time to go home.
Begin the circus show

These decisions you have to. make!
Your body a mirror!
Reflecting whats inside!
I'm sorry, but you have a scattered mind!

These decisions!
Just sitting there on your bed!
Lets make another incision!
Deeper this time my friend!

This pain you feel on the inside.

THIS PAIN YOU FEEL ON THE INSIDE!
MUST BE SHOWN ON THE OUTSIDE!

SO LETS SCAR YOUR SKIN!
TIME TO BEGIN AGAIN!

THIS PAIN YOU FEEL ON THE INSIDE!
MUST BE SHOWN TO THE WORLD!

MAYBE THEY"LL UNDERSTAND!
OR MAYBE THEY LAUGH IN YOUR FACE!

THIS PAIN YOU FEEL ON THE INSIDE!
MUST BE SHOWN ON THE OUTSIDE!

2 comments

alanisgirl | 17-07-2013 19:32

Oh man, what a very sad song.

cyanide_suicide | 20-07-2013 12:48

I wrote it a while ago when I was living with my abusive guardian.

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