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Pity Party at my House
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@ 05-11-2002 01:20 Pandora | 
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| okay everyone that wants to vent do it here, but I can't promise you that anyone will care, I am getting so tired of everyone fighting and complaining in posts that have nothing to do with what they are complaining about......
so do it here, state your complaints and get over it.. if anyone would like to take the time to check it, go for it..
rock on! |
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 0  @ 05-11-2002 02:31 RaGe_FrEaK | 87 posts
| I just have to vent about my life.,...So, I'm gonna go right ahead...lol..
My moms being so mean, my dads a jerk (and hasn't talked too me in four months) I want to change schools because my ex bf is being so mean to me, my mom wont let me change schools, my bf and my best friend wont stop fighting, my bf is being a herk to me...I could go on , but I'm just making myself sadder than I have to be... | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 06:53 Nirvana_guy | 259 posts
| I feel your pain......not really...........nevermind | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 06:55 vandy | 
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| Okay...you wanna hear my complaining? Well, gear up b/c I have no where else to go with this. Well, here goes my image of this "perfect" preachy Catholic girl who can do no wrong except maybe push her beliefs on others a little too much. here you go, take a trip into my heart and if you'd rather not than don't read this post.
Well, first of all a couple of weeks ago, I accidentally backed into another car, but not very hard, but I was panicked and let the guy talk me into writing him a 100 dollar check just for having scratches repared. Tonight he called me wanting another hundred dollars, since he got it estimated. Well, the guy was a total creep so I'm willing to just give him the money if I never have to talk to him again, but my parents want to make sure I don't get taken advantage of, so they're making me ask him to send me a copy of the estimate. The thing is, i didn't tell them that I already wrote him a one hundred dollar check and when they find that out they are going to be so pissed at me for not having better judgement. I might seem pretty strong willed on here, but let me tell you in person I am not.
Okay, here's the big confession. I hate food and calories and fat grams and i am a huge blob and I hate my body and I just want to take a bunch of diet pills and stop eating and weigh 105 pounds. My friends already seem to think I'm anorexic just because they say I act wierd when I eat (even though I weigh 130 pounds...which is like at least 10 or 15 pounds over weight). So I can't tell them b/c they'd go directly to my parents or to another adult who would go directly to my parents, and my parents CAN NOT KNOW!!!!! They love me so incredibly dearly, I've seen my dad tear up when talking about me, and it would kill them. I love them dearly, too, and I just couldn't do that to them. I am caught, though, I don't want to have some stupid disease!!! I profess to be this Christian, and my head believes that God loves me no matter what and to hate myself is to hate what He gave me, but my heart spends too much time looking in the mirror at this disgusting cow of a girl. So there. Now you know my disgusting secret, but at least I have God in my life and He is my hope and my strength and at least he is letting me know that life is worth living. At least I'm not in Jaclyn's shoes right now. I hope she's still alive!!! | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 07:23 Nirvana_guy | 259 posts
| [before reading post] dear lord, look how long it is
[in the middle] it just keeps going and going
[after the fat thing] 10 or 15 pounds ain't much
[at the end of it all] you sound like you don't like yer life, so change it, do what ever's needed...lose the weight, rob a bank fer da money, move to a place where no one'll find...KENTUCKY!...shave yer head into a mo-hawk, join a punk band, over dose on pescription pills, and have a good time!!! | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 08:49 Lita | 1,164 posts
| that was really insensitive Nirvana Guy.
vandy, love yourself for who you are. dont change yourself just because society demands 'thin' people. Why should their opinions matter to you? Do what's best for *you* and only *you*.
With the car, DONT let him take advantage of you, stand up for yourself, yell at him if you feel the need to. He shouldnt get away with things like that. It's wrong. | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 08:54 Lita | 1,164 posts
| rage freak, i know it feels like a lot of shit is just piling up on you right now but you gotta be strong. Stand up for yourself and tell whoever's hurting you to back off. Everything will get better, i know now it seems like it wont, but trust me it will. Things like these have to happen so you can learn from them. The problems will all sort out eventually.
Be Strong! | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 09:08 Zenmaster | 1,255 posts
| Wow..anything I was even considering saying was already done by Lita! I think there is definite competition for Dr. Phil in this forum..great advice! | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 09:29 Lita | 1,164 posts
| oh didnt i tell you? im taking over Oprah's job. muhahahaha | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 09:37 Zenmaster | 1,255 posts
| Well, you've definitely got the talk show host evil laugh down...heh.. | | 0 @ 05-11-2002 12:16 Lita | 1,164 posts
| yes.. an evil talkshow!! hmm.. Jerry Springer's already done that. dammit! | | 0 @ 06-11-2002 22:00 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| haha, nirvana guy I love you.. it was funny.. but yea... everyone has there own problems, just got to get over them and get on with your life
Rock On! | | 0 @ 06-11-2002 22:04 TheHappyLion | 584 posts
| I'm sick and tired of stacking Finnish spoons!
I hate 19 metres tall hats of butter (even those painted purple...)!
It really bugs me that you can't mix a skate with a tuna and get a carpet folded like the Golden Gate bridge... 
Hugs and strange lanterns,
-=[TeaSaplingLord]=- | | 0 @ 07-11-2002 23:14 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| Why are guys so pitiful about crap? Me and my good friend Dale have been hanging out a lot more, because my other best friend Jennifer and his best friend Chris are liking each other a lot. Well, Jen and Chris got this idea of me and Dale, being a couple last night when we were playing guitars and singing earache my eye, (or whatever the name is, cheech and chong). And they asked us separately, and we both had never though about it.. well, now he won’t hardly talk to me! We sat at lunch today and hardly said a word, what is the deal? What makes that awkward?
WHAT IS HIS DEAL?? And they say women are hard to understand!
Rock on!
| | 0 @ 08-11-2002 08:09 TheHappyLion | 584 posts
| *BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!* 
Hugs,
-=[TheHappyLion]=- | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 09:44 Hoffy167 | 132 posts
| I was reading the graduation post and was gonna write there, except I realised it would be basically irrelevant, so I'll write it here. I've got basically a year of school to go, and I'm half looking forward to leaving, and half want to stay. The only real reason I want to leave is because I absolutely hate a bloke in our year (that's really unusual, he's basically the only person in our year I don't like). I have never really liked him because he's always a smart-arse and bags people out. He only does it to look cool to other kids and I've had a go at him before about it, he's just really not nice to some people (and no, it's not always me or anything like that). SO, last week, which was the week before the deb, I had a really rough time in our family (extended family) and I was not really in a good way. "Oh good" I thought, "I'll go out and get smashed, that'll cheer me up", so I went to the deb and had a pretty good time overall, and then we went to the after party, which wasn't too bad either, and all of a sudden I hear this guy bagging out one of my best friends behind his back (that's his style, and that's what I hate most) so I walked up and gave him an earful about how gutless he is and if he's got a problem with someone he can say it to their face. So he starts calling me an f**** w**** and just keeps going on, and I'd had enough of his shit so I just walked away and sat down at the side of the house (I would have smacked him down there and then, but he was basically sober, and I was tipsy). Then Josh came over and we were just talking about all the crap that had been happening in my family, and here comes this guy (f***, I'll tell you his name, it's Brock) and he just stands there and listens in on me and Josh. So Josh told him to go away and he starts calling us (insert expletives here) and I got up to walk away, I was really upset, and he's just yelling shit after me, and I just broke down, shaking and crying, I couldn't stand up (and if you knew me you'd know I don't cry easily). Then my cousins came over and asked what happened, and they went back and belted Brock up. About 6 people saw me broken like that, and I really wish they hadn't because it's not me. I had to walk most of the way home with my cousin and Josh, and then we got a lift. I slept most of Sunday, and when I walked in the doors on Monday, the first thing Duncan said to me (he's another one of my friends, he didn't go to the deb) was 'how was the deb?' and I just broke down again, I can't explain why, at least only he saw that one. The rest of the day wasn't too bad, I still felt like crap, but Brock never said a word. Tuesday I was heaps better, and I had no trouble from Brock. One really bad thing though is that I get a free period now I'm in year 12, because I dropped biology, and brock dropped physics, so we have our free's at the same time. It's rather awkward now, not just with Brock but with everyone, a lot of them are sort of uneasy around me now, because they saw the side of me that isn't jokes and smiles I guess. I almost wish Brock would do something to shit someone, I've got most of the family stuff resolved now, or I'm over it at least, and I would just like to resolve it once and for all, so would all the other people who hate him I guess (I didn't mention I'm not alone did I?). I'm glad I got that off my chest, I know a lot of you probably don't agree with at least something I've done here, and that's fine, I'll listen to your criticisms. Well, if you've read this, thanks | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 09:49 Anita | 208 posts
| my cousin is anorexic so be careful when you go on a diet | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 16:18 Masterful_Ally | 15,627 posts
| Vandy, don't go on a diet, pleasem it is so easy to get carried away. I had a massive problem with bulimia last year and had to go into councelling - even though I was only 7 and a half stone to start with. I lost a stone and all kinds of shit started going wrong with me and I went all ill and stuff and looked terrible. I'm back to 7and a half now and I look a hell of alot better (if I do say so myself!) All I'm saying is don't even go there coz you'll have a shitty time and cost your mum alot in councelling, trust me.
Anyway, curves are good... I wouldn't mind a few more infact 
Ally xxx | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 17:24 egg | 840 posts
| yo hoffy...that kid sounds like a real jerk...try not to let him get to you...
vandy- i pretty much know exactly how you feel...it's just those 10 or 15 lbs that won't go away, no matter how hard you think you try. i don't know about you, but i know tha | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 17:28 egg | 840 posts
| sorry...i know that i wont be anorexic, i dont like to be hungry, and i dont have the willpower...but i do know that i simply dont feel as good about myself now than if i lost some weight. however, i do know that i can do something right about it, like exercise and what not, instead of starving myself, but right now i don't have much time to. i'm not exactly an active person, sittin by the cpu all day...so maybe you should try doin somethin active if you haven't already...i think if you really really really don't like the way you look, change it. i think you could, if you have the time and willpower, considering 10 or 15 lbs really isnt that much. whatever makes you happy and doesnt endanger your life is all good. | | 0 @ 08-11-2002 20:29 vandy |
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| Hey guys,
don't listen to all that crap I wrote in here last time, I'm perfectly fine, was just having a bad day.
Ally...you're so pretty!!! Just to let you know...I don't see how you could have a problem w/yourself!
hugs to everyone, thanks for caring, but really, I'm not a psycho like I sounded in that one post. | | 0 @ 09-11-2002 05:10 Ilovemarkmiser4 | 2,309 posts
| I'm moving which is the last thing on earth I wanna do and I'll have to break up with Mark. I love him so much and I cry at just the thought of breaking up with him...  | | 0 @ 09-11-2002 10:56 Lita | 1,164 posts
| How long have you been with him? | | 0 @ 09-11-2002 18:56 TheHappyLion | 584 posts
| Oh ILoveMarkMiser, I feel your pain!
I had to break up with my girlfriend after the best six months in my life, because I was moving to Denmark and she was moving to Africa...
In the six months we were together, we just grew incredibly close, we didn't have a single serious fight, and I really felt like we were perfect for each other... and then we had to break up just because we were moving.... *whaa!*
Hugs, (especially to ILoveMarkMiser)
-=[TheLion]=- | | 0 @ 09-11-2002 20:07 Ilovemarkmiser4 | 2,309 posts
| we've been going out for 2 and a half months but we liked each other for like 3 months before that so it feels like it's been six months. I'm so sorry happylion! see iknow how you feel cuz this is the best time i have ever had and i have to leave it all. here *internet hug* it's a hard thing. i dunno, being in love with him is the best thing that's ever happened to me but part of me wishes it didn't cuz of the pain i'll experience... | | 0 @ 28-11-2002 07:19 vandy |
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| I love this thread!
No one read this, okay? I'm being whiny. I hate it when I'm whiny.
next week is the week before finals. Work put me on the schedule for 29 hours. I'm not going to have time for my workouts, and I'm going to get fatter.
My best friend is home for Thanksgiving weekend, (she's been on a traveling ministry team) and I got to see her tonight, but I found out that once her year on the team is up, she might not move back down here.
I hate college and all the anonymity, I miss high school and I don't have any friends anymore, at least not ones I can really talk to. I have never felt this alone.
looks like I'm doing a wonderful job of counting my blessings. I can't stop frigging bawling. Some Christian I turned out to be, I'm another stupid hypocrite.
*sob*
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