Relation/Friendships | blah, blah, blah, ranting thread...

Options: add reply
bookmark this topic
track this topic
track this category
start topic
rss

Poll for November 24
"Do you prefer music raw and uncut or do you like it edited?"
	raw and uncut
	edited

suggest a poll \| old polls

blah, blah, blah, ranting thread...

19-11-2003 21:29

BrandNew88AFI02

7,960 posts

Okay... let's see... school... my teacher sucks, he's mean and yells too much, then starts arguments with the students, and blames them... i had 6 tests this week, some not finished... i failed soe of them, and my parents dont know, but theyre gonna be really mad... and everythings just so confusing, and i STILL can't concentrate...
friends... people suck. okay, so my friends wrote something, and it had some cursing and this one girl giving a guy head... and there was this girl kelsey in it, but the girl who wrote it, brittany, replaced kelsey with me. then, the girl giving head, lauren, took a copy home, and her mom found it. they were all in deep sh-t except for brittany, whose mom is supposedly saying that brittany doesnt know what head means, and all this other stuff. so she didnt get in trouble. but brittany told her mom she did it. and there was another girl involved, named colleen. her mom didnt know about it, so she wasnt in trouble. and then lauren said, well if your mom doesnt know im gonna make sure she does, and brittanys mom said to laurens mom not to say anything to colleen's mom. (yes lots of mom's) so laurens mom said okay i wont, but did it anyway.luckily shes not in trouble, and im not because i didnt write it, the other two did. i still got so many people just HATING me and being mean because im a little different.
family... okay, theres a lot of stuff i cant say, so people just im me. but theres been so many problems, and im sick of getting yelled at by my parents every day. they dont like me for who i am. and they always say stuff, but then say they were just kidding, but it still hurts...
and now i cant get my haircut, because i lost all the pictures, and i'm just feeling so depressed, and life isnt working for me right now. ive tried being positive, but it doesn't work... thank god im seeing my counselor tomorrow...

**topic made sticky; 'ranting' thread**
~edited by moderator~

Showing posts 1-25 of 444

Page 1 of 18

Select page : [1] 2 3 4 ... 15 16 17 18 next »

Reactions
19-11-2003 21:31 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	oh and now drama club's being a pain, and im going poor. we're behind in mortgage, and its all because of something that happened, which i cant say. so, i dont have that much money for food, so im really hungry. its amazing how i can go for a day without food...
19-11-2003 21:31 aflackoh6
28,546 posts	I hope it gets better...and its not just your parents...
19-11-2003 21:35 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	my mom discriminates my music, the way i look, think, act, everything i wear, and the same with my dad just not as often. he says some other things, because im really depressed, and hes always just like oh why dont you just dye your hair black and listen to gothic music... he shouldnt be saying anything, especially because he went through depression... and everyone just says its going to get better, but it hasnt for the past year. and everyones just like, snap out of it, or dont be so sad, but i cant control it anymore.
19-11-2003 21:39 aflackoh6
28,546 posts	it will get worse...a lot worse, you'll feel like dying, but something will tell you not to...and then really slowly, little good things will happen and eventually, you will be ballanced once again * offtopic : speaking from experience, btw...and it still isnt all ok (it was 2 years ago), but its getting better
19-11-2003 21:44 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	okay, now i can go on a punk rant, and dont worry, you dont have to pay attention. i just saw someones screen name in a forward, and it said gcgothicdancer. i hate how punk is a trend. a girl in my school even said today, punk is a trend and it annoyed me. because it's not supposed to be a trend, its supposed to be music, but now you see people buying 70 dollar bondage pants from places, because they're supposedly so cool. god it annoys me. i remember when i used to go to the mall with my sister, pants were so much less than that, and you could go anywhere wearing anything without people calling you a poseur. now, if you go on message boards on aol, constantly you see people calling others poseurs and whatnot. this just is so annoying... oh, and another thing, i saw a fifth grader wearing a sex bracelet today. A FRIGGIN FIFTH GRADER! that so sick! thank god she didnt know what it meant, she just wore it because it's "in style." just like punk is. it makes me sick. like i said, you dont have to pay attention to this, seeing as if i said it anywhere else, it'd cause a huge argument, im just hoping it wont here..
19-11-2003 21:46 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	oh believe me, ive felt like dying too much. i almost killed myself the other day. i went into a nervous breakdown. i couldn't take it. there have been 2 occasions, where ive almost killed myself, taken a knife and almost slit my wrists, but people either found me or i just couldnt do it. because i used to not be strong enough. bad thing is, i know im strong enough now. and there have been many, many suicide threats.
19-11-2003 21:47 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	and i havent even gone on a rant about guys yet, im suprised...
19-11-2003 22:09 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	okay, suprise over. my old boyfriend went out with this other girl, kelsey a skanky hoe, while he was going out with me, but didnt tell me. he never liked me till 3 months after we started going out. the worst part is they made a deal. she said if you go out with alicia, ill go out with you. then he did a lot of crap to me that wasnt friggin fair. including a bet with his friend brian and connor, that if brian went out with me connor would give him 20 bucks, and nick (ex-boyfriend) told him to dump me after a week. so he did. and then, without me knowing ANY of this, about 6 months later, we started going out again and this time, everything was perfect. till i found out through methods i wont say. we broke up, and i swear, he caused me so much pain.. hes probably one of my biggest mistakes.... but now hes going out with kelsey and its pi**ing me off, and shes going to a dance, and shes gonna grind with all these guys, but he doesnt wanna accept it. and he wont accept the fact that she 1.)is a hoe andf 2.) will probably cheat on him. and i told him that. and i said i hope shes does, and i hope she breaks his heart, like he broke mine. then there was julian, whos so nice, and the only reason i broke up with him was to go out with JJ, the next guy i'll talk about, and i regret that so much. i met JJ at a baseball field near my house and he lives near me. we went out for less than two weeks. he said he just wanted to be friends. but i was starting to like billy. then JJ broke up with me, i wasnt irked at all. billy... okay... we went out for 23 days. im pathetic. i b-tched and moaned to much to him, so he broke up with me. i was totally obsessed, and then we just stopped talking for a little, which was when i was obsessed with him even more and wrote some poems about him. i had them on a website, and he looked at them. we started talking again, and he said he kinda likes me again. but i donno if i still like him.. i just cant feel love anymore.. i feel hate and emptiness... grr, okay im done. ~edited by moderator~
19-11-2003 22:18 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	err and now this guy wont stop annoying me... he keeps on asking me to give him head, and that well just be alone one night, but i havent even met him yet, ive talked to him online, i kind of know him through a friend. and he never leaves me alone. this is so annoying....
20-11-2003 03:39 malchica10135
17 posts	Alicia...could you possibly write anymore........? o wait prolly yes
20-11-2003 03:41 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	yes, yes i can. that was me ranting. in a very bad mood. that all equals to= longness.
20-11-2003 03:45 cheech
9,352 posts	can i rant a bit? blah i have to get up early tomorrow cuz i have to give my sister a ride somewhere...yeah ok thats about it...i could do more but i dont feel like it cuz im actually in an ok mood but if i start btching about the things that are bad in my life ill get pi*ed off peace cheech
20-11-2003 03:49 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	aww, its okay cheech huggles everything will be okay... sorry, i was in a bit of a bad mood before, got a little carried away..
20-11-2003 04:03 eeyoresoul
2,817 posts	my turn to rant!! I was looking forward to Disneyland until I realized my dad and stepmom are in a horrible mood and of course my brother will be in a horrible mood and I have to spend 4 days with these people? 2 of these days in a car? argh, save me. I hate when people are in bad moods (not that I am in one or anything)
20-11-2003 06:46 fishmunky
22,056 posts	ranting eh.....so its nearing the end of my first semester in university and im not doing so hot....my grades arent great and my parnts are gonna kill me, i have to work at an ice cream store in the winter for money......and im fugly so i cant a girl....hich bites because im so desperately lonely..ahhh felt good to that alll out
21-11-2003 02:17 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	I'm sorry all, really i am huggles and i'm sure you're not fugly but now, my school counselor said i have a high chance of having depression but she doesnt know the half of it. shes talking to my mom and now i have to go to counseling outside of school. i dont wanna tell some stranger i have problems but good news, got my hair cut, looks... bleh, i donno...
21-11-2003 03:09 singingsweetie
8,389 posts	mariah is sorry to hear your sadness, she hopes you feel better soon
21-11-2003 03:11 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	thanks mariah, i hope things will get better too..
27-11-2003 05:11 QUPNCY
9,291 posts	should i make this thread a sticky for 'ranting'? let me know what you guys think... ~Renata xxx
27-11-2003 05:24 Jez
12,759 posts	* offtopic : you should make a renata sticky for jez. hmmn... maybe that came out slightly wrong?! * offtopic : hopefully speak to you later on renata... off to work now.
27-11-2003 05:37 QUPNCY
9,291 posts	ok, how the hell did i just miss you jez lol & yeah i am going out in a couple of hours so i might catch you on same time as i did last night
27-11-2003 15:41 BrandNew88AFI02
7,960 posts	yeah sure, you could make it sticky...
30-11-2003 14:44 lilrocker821
1,929 posts	Omig jez...ugh im SOO tired (groan) ugh...so annoying!
30-11-2003 15:37 BoOtAy426
11,302 posts	mmm...let me rant... My grades suck. I am an alcoholic. I am a big fat liar to my old best friend...I thinks its because I'm jelous. I have basketball tryouts in 2 days which I havent practiced for and also havent played since this summer. The otha nite I thought my life was starting to come back togetha when all of a sudden my best friends old best friend starts screamin at me. Now shes all bad wit me. My best friend is bein really sketch. She keeps talking to someone I like a lot. Now he likes her but she is leading him on to think she likes him but she doesnt and now he thinks he cant trust me cuz he thinks I'm lying. I told him I lke him. We are meeting him at the mall today...I'm a lil sketch bout this. My room is a mess. I am grounded. I want my xmas stuff now lol I miss Peter, Allison, and Lucas ....I'm done ranting about my boring pathetic life and if anyone actually does read this dont tell me bout ppl that have it wayy worse than me cuz I know that...which is why I am still alive...Baby dun cry yew gatta keep yer head up...
04-12-2003 23:13 xcr4zyx
31,723 posts	I rant just way to much buh aw well too bad... alrighty where do i start: Boys, friends, school?? Okay ill start wit boys ... theres this guy i like buh he lives in another province. hes a cousin of my friend and everytime i tlk to him online or on the phone im in "love" with him .. hes soo nice to me and we have dis bond .. i actually feel closer to him then most of the people that i see everyday of my life.. anywho .. i dunno wat to do .. hes comin down here in the xmas break and im afraid that if i see him and i reaaaaally like ghim even more that its gonna be hard fo me to say bye when the 2 weeks are up! argh its so frustratinng! and then theres this guy in my school wo i have a thing for buh i d uunnoo .. darnit..\|friends\|man how i hate that word.. my friends..er shall i say friend is being a real Bthc shes acting so weird lately and its hard to b around her so i give her space and then she says that i dont hang w/her no more bahhh ,, and then the stupid s word .. i wont even say .. i hate french i really truly do .. so many test nesxt week is our mid term xamz and ima so fail em and math .. well i just hope i passed my test .. science im doin alot better and the rest are alriite classes.. its i guess basicly the ppl inside the scool wo pss me off .. just lookin at them .. im so horrible .. shizle (<-i made a funny ... )okay im done.. the more i write the more i wont wanna stop .. so now i will go and draw soemthing colorful to get me happy happy happy! later days