he beat me up, but i still love him

o wow, im sorry lucinda, but i dont have any songs off the top of me head!
but that is really terrible!! i cant belive he does that to u! just not right

OMG! You poor thing! I cant think of any songs but if you want to talk to someone talk to me it might make you feel abit better

wow....i can't believe someone would ever stoop that low..... ppl scare me sometimes.....im so sorry that u had to go through that....and i hope he rots in hell! here are a couple of good songs i found.......dunno what genre they're in cuz i just searched for good lyrics.....

While I'm Still Strong
by Willows Weeping

There's no trust. Not anymore.
This time you've gone too far.
So step aside. Out of my life.
Take your troubles out the door.

Please, get out, get lost. You've hurt me one last time.
I've had enough, the deal is off.
But you should know that I believed and loved you all along.
Please leave while I'm still strong.

Don't deny. Don't even try.
There's nothing more to say.
I can't forgive the things you did.
Pack your bag and go away.

Please get out, get lost. You've hurt me one last time.
I've had enough, the deal is off.
But you should know that I believed and loved you all along.
Please leave while I'm still strong.


No One Will Ever Know
by Marty Robbins

No one will ever know my heart is breaking
Although a million teardrops start to flow
I'll cry myself to sleep and wake up smiling
I'll miss you but no one will ever know

I'll tell them we grew tired of each other
And realized our dreams could never be
I'll even make believe I never loved you
Then no one will ever know the truth but me

No one will ever know how much I'm pineing
Each time the past comes back to haunt me so
No one will ever see the tears I'm hiding
You've hurt me but no one will ever know

I'll tell then I found true love with another
That I was glad the day you set me free
I'll even make believe I never loved you
Then no one will ever know the truth but me


Hard Feelings
by Fleetwood Mac

Now I'm supposed to understand
Don't you think you're asking too much
What kind of fool do you think I am
Don't you think you've hurt me enough
Still you want to be friends
But I don't want to be just friends

So before you start with your sympathy
Just turn around and go
And if he breaks your heart
Don't come crying to me
I won't be there anymore
Go ahead and cry your tears
'Cause I'm not gonna dry your tears

(Chorus:-)
I've got hard feelings
When it comes to you and me
And these hard feelings just won't let me be
These hard feelings run deep
These hard feelings run deep

I'll be alright, don't you worry about me
I'll take care of myself
The first thing I need is you out of my life
The last thing I need is your help
Sorry I met you, sorry I met you
I will forget you, some day

(Chorus)
(Chorus)
(Chorus)

Hard feelings
Just won't let me be
Hard feelings
Hard feelings


Don't Want To Love You Anymore
by Delbert McClinton

Don't want to love you anymore
If i could I'd close that door
it's not the way it was
and it hurts me way to much
Don't want to love you anymore

Don't want to love you anymore
it's uncertain that's for sure
it's time to face the facts that you don't love me back
I don't want to love you anymore

I don't want to need you like I need you tonight
I don't want to want you and live this kind of life
you give me just enough of what I want to keep me hanging on
Don't want to love you anymore

Don't want to love you anymore
don't want to fight a losing war
no need to try again
cause there's no way I can win
Don't want to love you anymore
Don't want to love you anymore

I just want songs about fighting... right now I'm listening to Third Eye Blind - Hows it gonna be cos that seems to be what I'm listening to...

I've been talking to my friends, but most of them think I should have got over it by now. It's been 4 days, and this is the guy I've loved for 25 months. Since I was a just 13, and now I'm 15.

It has affected me really deeply, and it seems like no one understands. But I'm talking to my friends a lot, I just feel like I can't find what I had with him with anyone else, and I'm scared to as well

Thanks, babaloo181

Those lyrics are really helpful in my situation... Just anything about fighting, or being hurt, particularly by someone you love... thanks everyone

The first thing that comes to mind is Sugarcult- Bruises.

"I can tell that I'm falling in love with you,
The bruises prove it's real."

or Saliva- Always


Good luck, sorry

alright, this is a song that's really just to show you that there is a better life beyond him......


Broken Wing- Martina McBride

She Loved Him like he was
The Last man on earth
Gave him everything she ever had
He'd break her spirit down
Then come lovin' up on her
Give a little, then take it back

She'd tell him 'bout her dreams
He'd just shoot 'em down
Lord he loved to make her cry
"You're crazy for believin',
You'll ever leave the ground"
he said "Only angels know how to fly"

CHOURS
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

One Sunday mornin'
She didn't go to church
He wondered why she didn't leave
He went up to the bedroom
Found a note by the window
With the curtains blowin' in the breeze

CHOURS
And with a broken wing
She still sings
She keeps an eye on the sky
With a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

WIth a broken wing
She carries her dreams
Man you oughta see her fly

The first song that came to my head was Fighter by Christina Aguilera. I dunno why, but it did. lol

Hon.. you don't need a song, you need to get out of this relationship NOW. You're about my age, and i wonder why you've stayed with this guy so long when he's treated you so bad. Please get some help, I'm here for you, email me anytime.

thinking of you!

that's horrible hun, i am sorry to read all that but i can't say i don't know how you feel because i do.

similar thing happened with my ex & i & beleive me in 4 days i wasn't over him.. still am not completely at the moment & it was 6 or so months ago we broke up & were together for 11.

the only difference is i can't forgive my ex because he never apologised & just like yours, he blamed everything on me even when i would not do anything to him.

i know it's hard hun, but for the best interest of yourself, it's best you get this guy out of your life, trust me it is for the best.

i don't have any songs for you but i hope this helps & i hope you are feeling a bit better. take care.

Here's an email I wrote to you before I realized that you don't have yours listed in your profile:

Hey girl, I've never been through the scary stuff you're going through right now, but you need much more than a song. Not only do you need to never be with him again, you need to never talk to him or see him or communicate with him again. It doesn't matter if you insulted his mom repeatedly, there is NO excuse for physically harming you. NONE. It shows how weak he is cuz he felt the need to show power to someone who is most likely physically weaker. It's a superiority thing and you need to NOT put up with it. I know it's scary, but you need to tell someone...parents, the police...he can NOT be allowed to get away with this. In fact, I know it sounds cheesy but it's true, if you DON'T allow him to get away with this, you will be doing favors for many girls that he may have dated, as well as yourself.

I don't know what laws in the UK are like but you need legal intervention and possibly a restraining order YESTERDAY.

Good luck and God speed,

Vandy

P.S. DO IT FOR EDDIE!

Thanks, everyone. I don't know why I haven't listed my email - its funkyfunkyseaweed@hotmail.com

I never actually went out with him, we were good friends though, and I liked him as more than a friend, but he just took advantage of me the whole time. He's changed a lot recently. I think I'll just stay away from him as much as possible. I used to sit next to him in some classes, but my friends understand, and my friend sits in his old place now. I just wish he'd apologise, accept that he did something wrong. He doesn't know his own strength, and he's mentally unbalanced. One of my friends said we should stick by him for that reason, but the rest said I should avoid him for that reason, and I think they're right. Lately he's been using me, like if he hasn't done his homework, he copies mine, then completely ignores me. So I am definitely better off without him.

Thanks, everyone

nickleback - never again

Im sorry u had to go thru this Lucinda...
And Vandy, "u should go to the police" is easy to say, not as easy to do, i mean when u still have feelings for someone u cant really consider that they did hurt u, especially if they tell u they did that out of jealousy and "love". Its like impossible to cope with that. It takes time and a psychological revolution.

how about Better, by Brooke Fraser?
and i agree, with every1 else, this is really serious!!

Very true, Carole...I understand it's a hard thing...I hope I will never have to understand *how* hard...and if she never goes, I would NEVER hold it against her...I'm just sayin...it's my hope and prayer that she would have that much strength. I'm not sayin its easy and I'm not sayin she's weak if she doesn't.

Bad situation. Hang in there. Four days isn't a very long time to get over things, give yourself some credit. It's hard. Try to keep your distance from him, it may be difficult but it will be for the better in the long run. He sounds like a classic abuser.

Give this one a shot, I've found it very empowering.

"What About" -- Janet Jackson

We walked along the beach, what a moon lit night
He held my hand in his, he kissed me
He said, I wana spend my life with you
I want you for my wife
Just then I thought

What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the sh** you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I cried?
You wouldn't even hold me
What about those things?
What about that? What about that?

I took a pause, and then a deep sigh
He looked right into my eyes
As he said, I know I didn't say something wrong
I didn't have the courage to say
But then I thought

What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the sh** you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I cried?
You wouldn't even hold me
What about those things?
What about that? What about that, oh
What about the times you hit my face?
What about the times when you kept on when I said no more please?
What about those things?
What about that? What about that, oh
What about the times you shamed me?
What about the times you said you didn't f*** her she only gave you head?
What about that? What about that?

Don't wanna live my life in misery
Don't tell me you did it 'cause you love me
I don't believe
I'm sick and tired, your deceptive games
Wonder where, you have been
I can't live life wonderin'

My heart was poundin', but the time had come
To stop lettin' my whisperin' heart control me
And tellin' my screamin' mind what to do
I looked him straight in the eyes
And then I said


What about the times you lied to me?
What about the times you said no one would want me?
What about all the sh** you've done to me?
What about that? What about that?
What about the times you yelled at me?
What about the times I cried?
You wouldn't even hold me
What about those things?
What about that? What about that, oh
What about the times you hit my face?
What about the times when you kept on when I said no more please?
What about those things?
What about that? What about that, oh
What about the times you shamed me?
What about the times you said you didn't f*** her she only gave you head?
What about that? What about that?

honestly you need to avoid him do not forgive him because it will only get worse. Guys don't change. I've lost so many of my friends because of contolling guys they will push you to you lowest of loves trust me. Do not even be friends with him because it will only bring you down.

aaliyah-never no more
nickelback-never again
no use for a name-justified black eye
shania twain-black eyes blue tears
martina mcbride-indpendance day

I don't mean to sound rude, but I'm going to put this bluntly. Anyone who physically abuses someone doesn't really love the person they abuse. I would never, in my entire life, physically harm someone I love and care about. Most people wouldn't.

Abusers have mental problems. You can't be their savior, or their crutch and you definately can't be their punching bag. You're human, you care, but your main concern has to be to keep yourself safe. Please just keep safe.

i don't wanna die anymore-new radicals

Thanks, everyone. I haven't spoken to him now for almost two weeks. He's not worth it. He's screwed up, I realise that, and I don't like him anymore. I just feel kinda empty, and like there's something missing

Cure for being empty and lonely......................


Find someone else. He he. It always makes me feel better.

I'm looking for someone else, but I don't want to fall in love again, I'm scared I'll get hurt again