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How Are You Doing? Jr.
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@ 30-01-2006 16:20 vandy |  9,527 posts
| I'm not exactly sure why this thread is different, why y'all let me be the one to make a second thread, but I do appreciate it . This thread is my baby, the first How Are You Doing marks the first thread of mine that made it long enough to be closed .
Anyway, you know how it goes. Post in here if you're happy, sad, angry, mediocre...just...how are you doing?
The first thread was made over 2 years ago when I was friends with a guy named Ben. It saw me through that whole friendship. It saw me through my move to college, making tons of new friends and having a great time, I've probably got at least one drunk post in there, it saw me through a bad relationship and an eating disorder, and the glory I shined in as I left both behind.
I will stop babbling and now dedicate the second chapter to Matt, Celeste, and Carole who've seen me through it all, since the beginning of that thread and before, and continue to be my friends now. |
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0 @ 19-06-2008 15:50 carole | 27,348 posts
| * offtopic : we can read between the lines Jen  | 0 @ 21-06-2008 07:11 missulikecrazy |  869 posts
| So today the camp I'm working out, we had to organize and sort out camper letters to make it easier for the post office, and a job that should've only taken about an hour took 5 hours. We were supposed to have a staff meeting at 12:30 after lunch, but it got poponed until 4. It was so hectic! | 0 @ 21-06-2008 09:30 LynnLynn15 |  1,662 posts
| ehh, im tired.  | 0 @ 21-06-2008 11:32 llcm |  1,282 posts
| not too good, plus my throat hurts | 0 @ 21-06-2008 20:04 FatJo | 3,032 posts
| Feeling like s**t. And the drugs don't work, they just make [/i]ME worse
and I know I'll see THEIR[i] face again............ | 0 @ 21-06-2008 20:06 FatJo | 3,032 posts
| Ah! crap. Can't even do my Italics properly. RUBBISH!!!! | 0 @ 22-06-2008 03:35 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| * the person above me*
Two nights practically without and what's the first thing you do? I'm glad to find I don't care anymore, not in the pain sense anyway. Whyy should I bother? You obviously don't. I'm just gonna drink my tea and listen to my songs and be like "yeahhh, b*tch, whatever". | 0 @ 22-06-2008 03:40 zjenn4 |  10,510 posts
| you tell 'em Joey! Don't take their crap! And yay for the joys of tea! | 0 @ 22-06-2008 03:46 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| Woo! Yeah, Jen! Haha.
Erm, er, how am III? I'm horny. | 0 @ 22-06-2008 03:52 indiechick_ |  9,758 posts
| i do hereby swear a bounty on your heart. | 0 @ 22-06-2008 03:58 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| * offtopic : Oh, heh, that was not about my girlfriend. She is awesome.
| 0 @ 22-06-2008 04:01 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| Whose? | 0 @ 22-06-2008 04:02 indiechick_ |  9,758 posts
| the ex, of course. | 0 @ 22-06-2008 04:03 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| Thank God it's not mine . I thought I was a dead Joey. | 0 @ 24-06-2008 00:37 Pippin247 |  2,652 posts
| so i guess you could say i had an emotional outburst, i let anger build up inside of me for too long, and I spent the night crying, convincing myself that my boyfriend didn't care about me. So I go in his room, tell him I'm not happy, and that I'm leaving. and then I do it. I leave.
After driving around for about 10 minutes I come to my senses and realize what I just did. That I had no reason for doing it, and I went back to him. He was upset, and I felt terrible. and I still feel terrible.
I think he's used to me making emotional irrational decisions so he said everything was fine, and i'm not sure if when guys say that they actually mean it.
It's been about a week, everything seems fine. Back to normal. Except I feel like we're hanging on a thin thread now, and that if I go bipolar on him again he won't stand for it. I put him through so much crap.
and the worst part is I know I'm doing it. I had been planning on just gathering my things and walking out on him for a month of anger, but I think I wanted to hurt him. Actually, I wanted him to realize that I could leave him if I wanted to. I am smart, strong, and independent and I can do whatever I want. I think he feels that I would never leave him, that he's my world and he can do whatever the hell he wants because I would never leave him. and I needed him to realize I could, and would if I had to.
I'm a terrible person. I will never hurt him again.
I look terrible today. It's so freaking hot, summer in Tucson is the worst, besides summer in Phoenix > I didn't shower today so my hair is flat and gross. I'm all sweaty and I'm wearing basketball shorts, my awesome platypus shirt, and high-top green converse. To top it off my teeth are orange from that slushee I had, my teeth stain like no other. I feel disgusting.
Things really have been well with him lately, I hope they stay this way.
| 0 @ 24-06-2008 00:42 Joeyy |  5,278 posts
| * offtopic : I hope so for you too. I remember with my ex, I told her she wouldn't leave me even through the crap because she loved me. She did love me, she did leave me. I'm so glad people are becoming more independent or finding their independence; I hope there will, over time, be less assholes like me in the world.
| 0 @ 24-06-2008 06:48 missulikecrazy |  869 posts
| I'm super duper today. Twas a great day today, in archery, I got a bulls eye, and I fell asleep in my staff meeting, it was epic! | 0 @ 24-06-2008 13:21 Aluna | 1,334 posts
| This girl I know is so damn false and hypocrite. She seems to be an angel, but when you get to know her better, you realize that she's not exactly an angel. This makes me mad. I hate her for the fact that she makes everybody think that she's good, when she's not. Makes me want to hit her. I have to admit that she's a good actress, though. | 0 @ 29-06-2008 01:44 zjenn4 |  10,510 posts
| Grrr! there's drama in the house again. It's not mine thank goodness, but gosh, can't people just be nice to each other and stop being so selfish?! seriously. | 0 @ 29-06-2008 01:47 zjenn4 |  10,510 posts
| oh yeah, and I wish everyone I see in town would stop asking me about how my parents are doing or how my brother or I are doing. It's not freaking news or gossip. We're all adults, it's our business, and everyone just needs to stop. So they're divorced? Who freaking cares?! | 0 @ 29-06-2008 23:44 indiechick_ |  9,758 posts
| can it be that i'm officially over my ex? she's been all over me - like texting and talking and wanted to know what i'm up to - and it didn't make my heart go faster. as a matter of fact, i just realized i wouldn't put effort into seeing her, too. not saying i wouldn't sleep with her ever again, i probably would because she's good in bed, but i'm not looking forward to it, nor i'm planning to meet her and/or counting on it. she texted me the other day saying that if she "were a better person, it'd be our half a year anniversary this week" and i guess that's when it hit me. she's not a good person, and she won't change. i can do better.
i love epiphanies like that. | 0 @ 30-06-2008 00:00 LynnLynn15 |  1,662 posts
| i cant complain.
i finally had a weekend off of work. i cleaned my car and now its all pretty .
er, my sister's birthday is tomorrow, and i didnt get her anything, ohh well. | 0 @ 30-06-2008 02:11 Acqua |  651 posts
| this weekend was anything but ordinary.. there are some things i can't remember properly but who cares .. I only have 5 days to see him at school, i dont want him to go away  | 0 @ 30-06-2008 15:09 ReecesPieces |  99 posts
| im great, im soo sooo looking forward to this fourth of july weekend!!!!!!!!!! | 0 @ 06-07-2008 22:37 ozarka |  27 posts
| i have a killer sunburn from skeet shooting, but it's totally worth it. i shot for the first time and i missed every single clay disk...so i decided to keep track of the score sheet and press the buttons for high or low "pulls". i had a great time. i wouldn't mind going back to shoot again, although my underarm sorta hurts...
so other than my skin being on fire, i'm doing well.
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