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@ 30-01-2006 16:20 vandy
9,515 posts	I'm not exactly sure why this thread is different, why y'all let me be the one to make a second thread, but I do appreciate it . This thread is my baby, the first How Are You Doing marks the first thread of mine that made it long enough to be closed . Anyway, you know how it goes. Post in here if you're happy, sad, angry, mediocre...just...how are you doing? The first thread was made over 2 years ago when I was friends with a guy named Ben. It saw me through that whole friendship. It saw me through my move to college, making tons of new friends and having a great time, I've probably got at least one drunk post in there, it saw me through a bad relationship and an eating disorder, and the glory I shined in as I left both behind. I will stop babbling and now dedicate the second chapter to Matt, Celeste, and Carole who've seen me through it all, since the beginning of that thread and before, and continue to be my friends now.

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0 @ 21-05-2008 08:02 Schatzi
21,160 posts	I never knew one word could honestly hurt so much. I know it's lame, but it's seriously upset me. I try to pretend like I don't care but yeah I totally do.
0 @ 21-05-2008 08:39 Barakine
21,928 posts	What Carole said. Except not in a sweet way. adds a knife here and there I hope everything is/will be well, Kate and Joey. Oh look, a knife!
0 @ 21-05-2008 09:46 llcm
1,226 posts	sad....
0 @ 21-05-2008 20:09 Acqua
585 posts	im tired. And just okay, it could be better tho..
0 @ 22-05-2008 20:22 Aluna
1,263 posts	I'm kinda ok... I'm almost alone in the house, only the maid is here with me. Last week, I did a huge mistake, a really big one... But I'm starting to get over it. And that bureaucratic, useless work really makes me wanna commit suicide... But I guess I'll get used to it. I hope so. Yesterday I went to the supermarket and bought only water, cause I was thirsty. But now I regret not having bought chocolate. I need it a lot more than water... =P This drug is not so dangerous than others and really makes me feel a lot better. But that's okay, next time I'll buy it.
0 @ 22-05-2008 20:58 Pippin247
2,628 posts	I need to stop this ridiculous obsession its done. no more looking at her myspace or haxoring her hotmail I need to tell her I have her password again But then I'll be tempted to hack again gahhhhh kill me now
0 @ 22-05-2008 21:13 Aluna
1,263 posts	If he were smart enough, he would understand why. but I guess he's not smart. I wonder if he will ever solve the enigma.
0 @ 22-05-2008 21:21 LynnLynn15
1,589 posts	he always know what to say and when to say it. he always makes my bad days better, somehow, when no one else can.
0 @ 22-05-2008 22:10 LetGo
815 posts	I wish I could just rant. Today was one heck of a crazy day and I told half of it to a friend from school. Unfortunately, I don't usually tell anyone everything. You know that best friend thing. So she doesn't know so much - only what can be seen on the surface. I seriously need to start talking more and let more out. But it all comes down to the same trust issue I have with everyone. Another friend I could talk to seems not to be interested at all in my life - only all into hers to really care. This other person confessed something today - more like told me a big secret. I can't come to terms with it...I think I'm denial. Text messaging is cool, you can feel something and write something else at the same time. He tells me he really trusts me and I'm his most honest friend and he couldn't tell me this before. I don't hate him for it. Then there's that other guy - dunno what he wants from me once he's left already. My math paper today went horrible...it has greater repercussions than I can imagine. Head of nothing in school next year - societies and that kind of thing. It will look horrible on my college apps next year. My SAT score got in and I'm fairly satisfied. Puppy-face made me fall for him all over again today. Wow. I'm seriously all over the place. But that felt good.
0 @ 22-05-2008 22:29 Acqua
585 posts	im.. in love? i really don't know im so confused. I can't listen to my heart, my mind just won't shut up.
0 @ 23-05-2008 03:00 zjenn4
9,902 posts	Because if you let them, they will. But you can't just not. oh, akfjaioernak hkdme! 'Cause it's not gonna go away, it's everywhere, there's no escape. But it's so far away, and then there's tomorrow, and then there's next year, and what?! oh, crumbs! It doesn't even make sense. AH!
0 @ 23-05-2008 12:06 indiechick_
9,233 posts	i've decided to ditch the girl i've been seeing for the past few days. teenagers are too effin' demanding, they crave for attention and i seriously haven't got the patience for all the drama they insist to come up with. i just wanted a lil bit of fun, and i got that, but now it's time to move on. i know we're going to the same party this saturday, and depending on how much alcohol is on me i might even make out with her again. meanwhile, i've been missing my ex like shit. she does not deserve to be missed by me, after what she's done, but there are a few things we just cannot control, and the way i feel about her is a great example of that. as much as my brain tells me to stay the f- away from her because she's bad news, my heart races every single time i think about her. we haven't spoken ever since she texted me about blondie's gig at her town, but i'm starting to consider calling her. not to say that i miss her - that would go without saying i suppose - but just to chat a bit. you know, the whole how have you been and what are you up to sorta conversation. i'm trying to see how long i can keep myself from doing this.
0 @ 23-05-2008 14:35 Aluna
1,263 posts	I know how it is, indiechick... Sometimes we can't control our hearts, though in our minds we know we're not being rational. ------- I'm finding it funny that this guy is thinking that I'll suffer because of him.. No way, man.. I'm only feeling kinda lonely now, but I'll overcome this. I miss my freedom like heck!! Gosh.. At least today is Friday.
0 @ 23-05-2008 15:57 carole
27,152 posts	ive been in a great mood. thought i'd say it since this thread isnt often very happy. well im happy. obviously things could always be improved, but im currently globally satisfied with my life. if i think of it too much i'll start worrying so im gonna stop writing this post haha that was useful
0 @ 23-05-2008 19:55 Acqua
585 posts	im lonely too aluna, i hate this feeling xD.. well, i think i'll miss him this weeked, but at least i'll have time for myself, and hopefully i could spend some time taking great pictures at the beach house
0 @ 23-05-2008 22:04 indiechick_
9,233 posts	so i get home from class and there's a message from my ex. it's like she read my thoughts about wanting to call and stuff. she messaged me to ask when will i be back in the UK and how's everything going. that put a smile on my face.
0 @ 24-05-2008 05:33 Aluna
1,263 posts	Yeah, Acqua, I know that loneliness isn't good... So we gotta look for somebody to talk to... Indiechick, you were lucky! :] I'm in an okay mood now... You know, I said I wouldn't think of that guy anymore, and I won't. No matter how he wants me to care, I won't. Actually I was talking to him only because I wanted to talk to someone, anyone. But I won't insist on it. I wish that other guy weren't committed... Of course he is. It would be weird if he weren't. He's so perfect: besides handsome and smart, he's very sweet and kind... But that's ok! I'm used to this! Never mind.
0 @ 25-05-2008 03:57 PinkFloyd
25,885 posts	That's right, keep ignoring me, it doesn't bother me. I really don't care anymore about you.
0 @ 25-05-2008 04:18 zjenn4
9,902 posts	Don't worry about them Sierra, I still luv thee!
0 @ 25-05-2008 04:25 PinkFloyd
25,885 posts	"them" = he .. and thanks, I love you too.
0 @ 25-05-2008 07:02 zjenn4
9,902 posts	One last leaf remains upon the branch. It provided shade, it provide shelter. But the rest have fallen away, Leaving only one. How long will it stay? It holds on until its time has come. Soon it too will fall away. And slowly it will drift to the ground. When will the last leaf, Release its lonely grip? To fall away like the rest, forgotten and replaced by the new to come.
0 @ 25-05-2008 16:16 indiechick_
9,233 posts	47 days to go. i'm looking forward to seeing her again more than anything else. i know she misses me too, she hasn't said so but her actions tells me a lot more than a simple "i miss you". it would be grand if we could make this work.
0 @ 25-05-2008 20:05 Acqua
585 posts	im bored. i hate sundays, and its rainning a lot.. I took some nice pictures yesterday, it really makes me feel great
0 @ 25-05-2008 20:19 Juliet86
8,540 posts	Make what work exactly Bruna? If you are indeed talking about your ex, do you want to get back together? While we're on the subject, I ran into my ex yesterday, it was weird. I haven't talked to him in years and I always wonder what I'd say if I saw him again, but this is the second time I've seen him in two months and I can't bring myself to say anything. And he was on the phone (with his girlfriend I do believe ), so I just smiled and walked away. I looked back twice and he was still looking at me and smiling (thank god, he doesn't hate me). I felt like a moron, but it was good
0 @ 25-05-2008 21:45 indiechick_
9,233 posts	well yes, it was about my ex it's pretty clear that we still love and miss one another and that things would've worked out if it wasn't for the distance. yes, she screwed up big time and doesn't deserve credit, but hey... this time there won't be a distance, and things were always great every time we were actually side by side. so why not give it a shot? - my heart tells me to do so. i don't mean getting back together and calling her my girlfriend as soon as i step foot on luton airport, i just meant it as keeping an open mind and seeing where things go. who knows, maybe it'll all work out for the best.