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Letters You'll Never Send


23-06-2005 03:40 cairowinters
3,451 posts	Pretty simple - just post a letter to someone (girl you'd love to ask out, school teacher, president of your country, man on the moon etc) that you'd love to send, but can't for whatever reason (too shy, it's illegal, no money for stamps, etc).

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16-12-2008 06:22 I_Am_Da_Shiznit
5,252 posts	I wish you would talk to me. But it's not completely you. I'm sorry I'm a bad communicater. Terrible, actually. I need to know what's going on. And I can't do "I don't know" any more. It's been near six months. It is or it isn't. I don't know what's going through your head. You ask questions, about my plans. I can't include you if you don't let me know that you want to be included. I want to. Let. Me. Know. You ask questions, and you don't share any thoughts about my answers. I ask questions, and I do the same thing. I ask if you're okay. If we're okay. Yes, you say, I'm fine. I'm good. Yeah we're okay. Aren't we okay? Clearly not, if I feel like this. But I don't push. Because I'm bad at this. So when I DO make the effort, which is harder than it should be...I need you to do the same. Or it will happen less and less often. And all will be lost. So I will tell you this. Right now I feel like I want this more than you do. Like I feel more for you than you do for me. Which is an awful, awful feeling. I know that it's not like you absolutely do not want this, because things will be so perfect one moment...then not the next. So you want something, but what? Please. Talk. You say it's hard, a tough situation. You think I don't know that? I'm in it too. But I can't continue to be in this 100% if you're not. Not because I want something else. Or someone else. Not at all. I can't be, for me. Because I will break. Because I want...need better. But I want...need..you. You can make me happy. You do make me happy. Until you said the words "I will let you down" about something trivial nonetheless, but then you repeated it...with something more. I'm sorry I'm a bad communicator. I'm sorry that I wrote this in a "letters you'll never send" instead of telling you. Both for you, and for me. So I will. I will tell you this. But I need you to listen. And I need something back. Or it's over, cause I can't. Please don't break me. Don't.
16-12-2008 14:02 LilAngelKiss
734 posts	* offtopic : ^^^ Show it to them. If I read that about me I'd most definately feel the need to take a long hard look at myself and the situation.
17-02-2009 18:34 JuiceBoxJoe
2,782 posts	Marissa, Its been two months since we broke up and I still cant let go. When we first started spending time together, you tried to get close to me. I told you then that if I let you in, I wouldnt be able to let go in a day. I told you that once I let you in you could destroy me. You fought me the whole time to get close to me. We started out as friends, I came over the first two nights to fix your computer, and when I was there you had me stop and watch a movie with you. The night after we were texting, you asked me if I was doing anything that night and I said I wasnt. Thats where we left it that night, but the next day I asked you if you had wanted me to come by, and you said yes. From there we spent every night cuddling on the couch, to the night where we kissed. The entire night we spent kissing each other on the couch, you on top of me, my arms around you, I can say that kiss was the most powerful I have ever felt. From there we just got closer and closer to each other. We made a bet one night that if I won I would spend the night with you, you lost on purpose. We spent the night together, and I wont lie, waking up with you was the most amazing feeling I have ever had. We spent Thanksgiving night together, and the entire day after. We cuddled the entire day in bed, I held you in the shower while we kissed, and I loved it. We went to the Christmas Party that night, and I promised you a dance. I ended up not delivering that dance, something you reminded me of that night in bed. Sure enough, the next night I came by your house, Jacket, Shoes and Tie and slow danced with you in your living room to "End of the Road" and "Ill Make Love To You", foreheads together, looking into each others eyes, singing to each other as we danced. The biggest smiles on our faces. The night I was sick, I threw up at 3am, and you were the sweetest, most amazing person with me. You rubbed my back when we went back to bed and thats when you said something to me that took our relationship to a new level. You said something that I wish you hadnt now because it would make us not being together easier. You whispered to me in the dark "I love you joe" and I said it back, meaning it with every part of me. I knew we were spending too much time together, and I didnt want to take up all your time. I knew you were busy and I tried to pull back, you wouldnt let me, i told you and you still wouldnt let me back off a bit. A week later we broke up, and Ive been in emotional hell since. I dont want anyone else. Im not even attracted to anyone else. My emotions are just off, I try to convince myself you meant nothing, I laugh, I flirt, I joke, but when Im alone, Im cold. I miss you more than I ever thought a person. I love you in a way that I never thought anyone was capable of. I want to let go now, I keep telling myself to let go, every time I think ive got my head clearing up, I feel myself losing it again. You hurt me more than anyone and in ways I never thought possible I hate you for what you did. And yet I know that if you wanted to work things out today, id run back to you. How pathetic ive become...
17-02-2009 19:00 Joeyy
11,132 posts	* offtopic : Woah. I don't really get it - what happened for you to break up, I mean - but I can tell you that it's taken me a lot longer than two months to get over someone I was in love with, but it did happen. I hope it gets better for you sooner than you think it will.
18-02-2009 03:11 BlazenPyro__X
8 posts	Meg, It all started with one message from a random person that I didn't know. I was just going to ignore it, hell it was Myspace! But Elizabeth told me, "No Megg, she's nice! Talk to her." Nice? HA! I wish I noticed sooner. I helped you when you were dating Tiffany. Through all that I started to fall for you. I thought you were perfect. I kept helping you and her stay together because I knew it's what you wanted. Ignoring everything I was feeling. Even though I felt it so strongly. We would text all day every day. When I'd wake up, It'd text you. You'd always text me back even if you were sleeping. It was the cutest thing in the world. I'd get texts that didnt make sense or that were missing letters or spaces or something like that. Then finally when you’d wake up and start to make sense we’d talk about nothing. Just random things that popped into our minds. It didn’t matter though because talking to you meant the world to me. You’d make my day every day without even knowing it. I was falling in love with you so fast and you didn’t even have a clue. I would tell you that you were my best friend and you told me that I was yours. Then one night you texted me and you were crying. I could tell even through a text. I didn’t know what to say for once or what to do. So I finally told you how I felt, I told you that I loved you. You asked me how I meant that. And I told you not like best friend I love you but like falling IN love, I love you. After that night our conversations changed but not in a bad way. It was like you were starting to fall for me too, which is exactly what you told me. We’d hang out a lot more which led to holding hands. Even all while you were still dating Tiffany. You told me you felt bad but you loved her and couldn’t help how you felt about me. I felt like shit about it but I thought she didn’t deserve you anyways. Then that one night where we finally kissed, wow. I felt like a little kid again. Like nothing else mattered. You wrapped your arms around me and I put my hand on your neck and we just sat there kissing forever it felt like. Everything was perfect. Exactly how you would see it in one of those romantic movies. I went home that night like I was on cloud nine. Two weeks later you finally broke up with Tiffany for good and asked me to be your girl. I told you that I wanted you to wait until you were ready. That I didn’t want to be hurt just because you were still in love with her. You kept asking me and I kept telling you the same thing. Finally I gave in. I was so happy that day everyone could tell. The next day I get into trouble, which cause me not to be able to talk to you for a long time. I told you that I would wait for you. I also told you that you didn’t have to wait for me. But that when I had a chance I wouldn’t stop until I got you from whoever you were with at the time. You said you couldn’t even think to wait for it, that it would be too hard for you. So I accept it and when I was doing my time I got over it. Figured it was for the best. I get home and the first thing I do is check my Myspace. I see two letters in my inbox, both from you. I get this butterfly feeling in my stomach. That same feeling I had during our first kiss, amazing. When I read the first message the feeling stayed with me. It said that you were going to wait for me, that I was perfect. I moved onto the second message hoping for the same feeling. The second message gave me a completely different feeling. It was telling me that not even a day later you already found someone else. That you were “so sorry” and that “you still loved me.” FUCK THAT AND FUCK YOU. Yeah I knew you’d move on. But why send me a fucking message telling me otherwise? To break my heart even more? And you couldn’t fucking wait more than a day? Is that all I meant to you!? One day worth? IT TOOK ME FUCKING TWO MONTHS TO GET YOU FROM TIFFANY! And it took her one day? Glad to see that you really do love me. And now you keep texting me saying that you miss me. And that I was the best friend that you’ve ever had. And that you’d do anything to get me back. How about you go back and take everything you ever said to me and keep it to yourself. To save me the heart break. I hate you so much but I still love you. It confuses the hell out of me but still makes perfect sense. I have Robbie now and I’m so happy. But my guard is up and it’s extremely hard for me to bring it down. I’m scared of getting hurt like you did to me. Just fucking leave me alone though! Every time you text me or call me everything runs through my head and my heart hurts. Just the thought of you does that to me. You turned me, the biggest player in the world, into a love sick puppy. I would’ve done anything for you. You did the one thing to me that killed me. I want to thank you for making me realize how gullible I really am. And I want to kill you for making me so weak once. Just leave me alone now.
18-02-2009 03:14 LynnLynn15
2,906 posts	Dear You, Wow, I don't even know where to begin. You always told me, "You can do better than that, Lyndsey." So I tried, and I did better than ever, yet you still went unimpressed. Now, I think I could say the same exact thing to you, but you would pretend not to hear it. If Leanne or Laurie said it, you'd jump right on trying to get better. You think my opinions don't matter; that I'm useless to everyone that knows me. You have a way of convincing people that I'm a horrible person because I supposedly "lie" about what happens to me, which isn't even true. You're so hypocritical. No, I'm not the perfect person you want me to be; nobody's perfect. Not even you, so stop thinking that you are and that you are always doing the right thing about everything. Your ideas of how to handle situations aren't very subtle either. You go out of your way to make me feel like crap, and I really don't appreciate it. I've never told you I hated you before, but you've said it more times than I can count, and your reason is "just because." That's not how things work, you can't just hate someone for them not even doing anything to you. What you did last week was definitely uncalled for, as well. No reason whatsoever, and it really sickens me that you would stoop to that level to make my life a living hell. What kind of person are you anyway? I'm actually happy that I don't see you everyday anymore. It allows me to do the things that I actually want to do, rather than the things you made me do. Are you pissed at me? Of course you are. You have no one that does everything for you now. Boo hoo. Now I know that I won't get yelled at for the 'mistakes' that I always seemed to make. You've ruined and/or broken almost everything I have, and I've had enough. I don't want to have to keep all my things that are important to me by my side every waking second of everyday so that you won't touch them. I don't want to have to waste my money because of idiotic things that you've done. And as much as I truly despise you, I'm going to end with saying I love you. Me.
18-02-2009 03:21 zjenn4
13,210 posts	I wish I really knew what happened. I miss my friend, and I still wonder what was fact and what was fiction of it all. oh well, so is life.
18-02-2009 04:40 casoal
1 posts	Dad: you wont belive this, im majoring in arts!! yeah.. funny huh?? remember all the tips u gave me for drawing?? well, ive used them all, u were the best teacher and it tears me apart you're not here anymore to see it, im strong, and happy, and im becoming everyhitng u would have loved to see.. hope u're awesome im taking care of everyone here for you.. im getting a tattoo with your name soon.. just a little something to remember you by all of the time.. ill luv u for ever.. your favourite daughter (just dont tell Lori)
08-03-2009 02:53 Secret_Sphere
219 posts	Dear Dr. You've been really crappy for me while I've been this sick. You made me sicker first by prescribing me a laxative, sicker by waiting. You ignored a serious reaction to my medicine, until I broke out in a rash. If you've taken me off antibiotics too early, I could get very sick again. You seem to take your time with your other patients, so why are you so dismissive of me? Why do you seem to either not hear or ignore some key symptoms that make all the difference in the diagnosis? I hope I can switch to a more attentive doctor soon. Katherine
08-03-2009 04:00 Joeyy
11,132 posts	Dr Dr. If she gets that sick again because of your crap service, I'll find and kill you. Crazy English Person.
08-03-2009 04:01 Joeyy
11,132 posts	P.S. I, of course, meant "Dear Dr.".
08-03-2009 09:46 Bucephalus
3,846 posts	* offtopic : joe, your letter sounds eerily similar to something I could have written these past 2 months. It hurts a lot man... To watch something beautiful stranded out of reach. I really hoped every night I just never woke up for awhile. I've never really liked you, perhaps the feelings mutual, but if you ever wanna message me about shit like this go ahead
11-03-2009 15:49 Juliet86
13,909 posts	Dear snow, I love you. You're so pretty and nice. I don't mind that you make me wet and cold, and I forgive you for making me slip and fall. Just lay off with getting people into car accidents, ok? It's scary. Love, Lisa
11-03-2009 18:11 musiclover342
1,801 posts	Dear Angie, You are a bitch, and I don't like you. However, I feel like I should tell you this because no one else has. SHAVE YOUR MUSTACHE. Please. It is not lady-like at all for you to have almost as much facial hair as your boyfriend. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SHAVE YOUR MUSTACHE. You'll be doing everyone a favor. Also, you're going to have to pick. Either Chris or Jerry because it is not fair that you are pulling them both around on their stupid little leashes that are attached to their hearts. That is no way to treat a person who cares about you. One day you will realize that it is not cool for you to do that to people, and hopefully on that day it will be because someone is doing it to you. Karma is a bitch, girl. Until then, shave your mustache. please. SHAVE IT. -ash.
11-03-2009 18:20 missulikecrazy
2,085 posts	Dear you: ..I don't know how to say this.. -Michael P.S. I love you
11-03-2009 20:51 carole
28,819 posts	lol ash u should definitely send that letter to angie
11-03-2009 23:45 musiclover342
1,801 posts	to my current infatuation, I wish you could see how bad she is for you. Like, seriously. She's tearing your insides apart. I know you feel it. All I'm saying is, you know I'm here for you through thick and thin, every step of the way. Remember when you said that to me when I found out about the fibro? I think that's when I decided I love you. I want you to be happy, I want nothing but the best for you, and she obviously isn't it. I don't want to say that I am, but I think we would be super compatible. I think you should give me a chance. If you don't, that is okay, because I don't think I'll ever stop loving you. I just want you to be happy..whatever it takes. But I hope that I can be the one who makes you feel that way, because I know you're the one who brings my happiness. I love you SO much. -ash
12-03-2009 01:51 Joeyy
11,132 posts	Dear Brian, F*** you for never replying to my email, and for assigning us an essay that we can't get the information for because there are only nine copies of the book 'n' there are 60+ students in your class. Also, don't get so stressed, man. Your lecture is about reducing stress, so calm yourself down when you get mad. You're quite old; you might give yourself a heart attack. And stop talking about how you used to be an engineer. Not yours, P*ssed off student. P.S. I'm disappointed that your dickie bow colour and hankerchief colour didn't match on Tuesday.
12-03-2009 02:24 musiclover342
1,801 posts	* offtopic : carole, oh god if you only knew how badly i'd love to tell angie all that...but i'd have to fight her and then someone would have to explain to my mother why i was in jail for beating the crap out of a girl with a mustache...
12-03-2009 20:36 Captain_Keeta
4,263 posts	Dear me. Hope you have a good life Me
13-03-2009 09:59 JustxMe
7,925 posts	B', I wonder if you ever read the e-mails i sent you. If you do (which i highly doubt), why don't you ever reply back? PS. you're no longer dear to me.
30-03-2009 00:10 JDolla
9,903 posts	k, What gives you the right to get mad at us for not stopping our plans to satiate you last night. You walked in here and expected us to stop what we were doing so you could watch the movie you wanted to. I guess we let you get away with stuff before because you were dating someone here and we wanted to make life easier for him. We don't feel like doing it anymore. Then you get pissed that we "didn't invite you over for dinner". Seriously? You talk shit about your sister being selfish, but to expect us to drop what we're doing at your whims and include you in every single thing we do is simply pretty damn selfish in and of itself.
01-04-2009 20:15 Captain_Keeta
4,263 posts	Dear Jeremy. Hi. jeff
01-04-2009 21:04 xeynah
690 posts	Dearest S, Please stop craving attention, being a slut, and a whorebag. None of them want you as bad as you want them. You have a boyfriend, so stop wrapping these guys around your finger like that (and saying they're just your friends). It's not going to work, because eventually, they'll all grow up, and you'll be left there wanting some pathetic highschool pleasure. As for your boyfriend, he's a nice guy, please don't turn him into something obnoxious. Oh, and did I mention that you seem to have a massive pole sticking out of your ass? Well, you do, and it's extremely hard to ignore. Get rid of it, and get real. Please and thank you. Yours best friend, Z
14-04-2009 19:47 JuiceBoxJoe
2,782 posts	4 months 2 weeks...oh hell, ive lost track of how long its been Since the day you told me you wanted nothing more to do with me, I shut myself off and walked away. Its been a month and a half since that sunday and I can honestly say I was okay. I was moving on, running away... Then the day came where Dori told me your grandfather died. My thoughts were dominated by you for a few days, I was torn over whether to say anything to you or just leave you alone. I ultimately resolved to leave it alone because Dori wasnt supposed to tell me. Since she was a supervisor, she should have kept it quiet. When I asked her why she told me, she just looked at me and said, "I told you because I know how much she means to you. Even though I know shes bad for you, she has done nothing but hurt you in the past months, I know she made you happy." Am i still that transparent? I havent mentioned her in months to anyone at work. Can you all still see right through me? Since the day I found out about your grandfather Ive had you in my thoughts, more than id like. The next week you were out on medical leave, and I tossed around the possibility of calling you to see if you were okay. I left it alone. I dont know if your seeing anyone now, maybe because im afraid of the answer being that you are. I feel so pathetic still feeling this way for you. Why cant I be like everyone else and just let go of what I feel. Why dont I just sleep with some other girl who means nothing? Because for some reason, beyond my control, I still love you. Yes I crowded you, and im sorry. Ill take the blame for my share of mistakes, but dont think for a second that Im the only one who screwed up. Life is like being at a casino. Everything you do is a roll of the dice. When your driving down the highway, your tire might go flat, it might not. Sometimes the odds are in your favor, most of the time they arent. And sometimes you can still win when the odds are against you. In this life, and the way the world is today, if you find something that makes you happy; I mean truly happy. You cant let fear or anything else stop you from taking that chance, risking it all, taking that leap. And nothing comes easy, it takes pain, it takes strength and it takes bravery to stick it out when shit gets hard. You have to fight for what makes you happy, fight for every inch. I could never trust my instincts with you, and I know that. You can tell people you werent happy with me, you can tell all the lies you want. But I know different. I know because your mother told me, the people who worked for you told me, and I could see it in your eyes. You were happy, you had something special. You had "us" I know why you ran away, I truly do. From the night you told me you loved me you were petrified. Scared that I would do what Jay did. Scared that Id cheat on you, scared that Id lie to you. So much so that you used to joke about me having another girl on the side. But I didnt lie, and I didnt cheat on you, I was loyal and I fell in love. You said it to me that night, you could see us being together for years to come. For some reason, that didnt scare me or make me hesitant. I was there for the long hall, and I still am. You expected me to just quit, and here I am, I love you still. I want you to know that I was proud to be with you. I had told my family that if they ever met a girl I was dating, she would probably be someone I would be with for years. I wanted to introduce you to my family When you were invited to christmas with my family, you told me that you were scared what my family would think of you, particularly my mom. A divorced girl dating me? I never told you this, but here it is... I didnt care what they thought. The truth is, I was proud to be with you, I was proud to say to people I was with you. You were the girl I was with, and nothing else mattered. The other day my friend Rob looked at me and said "Props to you man, I dont know how you do it, seeing marissa at work, and not falling apart" It takes all my strength to keep it together. I gave you all of me, and because of that, you have a part of me. Ive lost a part of myself in you. I love you still Joe * offtopic : Curt, We have had our differences in the past man. I dont really hold a grudge, Im not the same person I was then. I appreciate the offer, and the offer works both ways too. Thanks