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  23-06-2005 03:40 cairowinters  
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Pretty simple - just post a letter to someone (girl you'd love to ask out, school teacher, president of your country, man on the moon etc) that you'd love to send, but can't for whatever reason (too shy, it's illegal, no money for stamps, etc).




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  29-04-2007 06:22 Megg_0x 
Megg_0x
 
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Dear Jeromiah,

Let me explain to you one thing, you are a complete prick. All of my friends told me, but i just wouldn't care to listen. I thought they were wrong but i was the one who was wrong. I let you take something from me i will never get back. I wish you will suffer one day for all the wrong you've done. You took me when i was down and turned me into your little puppet. I would've done anything for you Jeromiah, infact i did. I was hurt and alone and i didn't know what to do, and you used that for your own good. I took you in when your dad beat you and called you an idiot. I told you everything would be okay because i would always be there for you. But why weren't you always there for me Jeromiah? You only did one good thing for me while we were together, and that was telling my Mom i was anorexic. Even though you only told her because you were mad at me. Another thing you made me bring back an old habbit. I started cutting again because of you. I felt bad everytime you would yell at me because i thought i always did something wrong, but in reality it was you who was just wrong in the head. I let you control me, i let you hurt me, i let you lie to me. You are an errogant prick Jeromiah, and i don't even know why i still feel for you as i do. I know those feeling wont ever completely go away because you are the guy i gave my virginity to, but still. Can't you atleast man up to it? Instead of going after all of my ex girlfriends? Pretty sad that you have to take a pick from my old trash. I just want you to say one thing to me Jeromiah. "I never loved you, it was all a lie." If you say that to me, then it would be easy to move along, because i'd know there was nothing to hold on with the lie you created.

-Megg.
  03-05-2007 02:17 JuiceBoxJoe 
JuiceBoxJoe
 
3,494 posts
You

It all happened so fast. It started, and ended so quickly.

Ive never been much of a writer, but I want you to know, I havent been as happy as I was with you that night in a year. Even though we started and ended so quickly, I want you to know I dont regret any of it. You made me smile, truly smile, which i havent done in ages. You reminded me of why i am the person i am. You reminded me of how much i love making people smile and happy. Even though it hurts now, you were worth it. I will forever miss that smile, because somewhere, deep down, i know ill never smile like i did that night ever again.

You will always be welcome in my life, friends or more. I will miss you.

I will always want and try to make you smile.
You do matter and always will to me
Be yourself with me, I will never judge you.

I hurt you, you didnt hurt yourself. I did the damage. Im sorry.




  03-05-2007 04:03 megdoll187 
megdoll187
 
3,960 posts
dear you,

I used to like you. I really did. I wanted to tell you today but i couldn't. You said you were going to tell her today that you liked her but she liked someone else so you bailed on that idea. But before that i was talking about him and asking what i should do. It just seemed to fit. You should have told me if it is me. I know it'll make things weird but i still would have liked for you to say it. You're a good friend with great advice and i appreciate you for that.
And by the way. . . you're advice was wrong. Well. . . not completely. But I'm not going to follow it.

I REALLY wish you had told me.
It's bothering me.
It's been bothering me since you told me.
I'm sorry. i don't even know why i'm apologizing but i feel bad.



<33 Meg
  03-05-2007 05:46 megdoll187 
megdoll187
 
3,960 posts
dear you,

Soooooooo. . . i like you. To be quite blunt. But after today and tonight. . . we're really different. I've come to see that. I don't know if that changes your opinion of me or if anything i've said tonight did. And i really hope it doesn't because i love how our friendship is. She told me what you said by the way. I don't know if you knew she was going to tell me or not and i'm sorry if you didn't want me to know. But i agree with you. We do live far away and the whole long distance/online thing wouldn't work. And the fact that i still feel like i know almost nothing about you. Aaaaaaaaand i absolutely love being friends with you and wouldn't want to ruin it for the world ^_^ But what you said keeps bothering the hell outta me. She told me to let it go n not worry about it.
"I could love that girl". . . what do you mean by that???
It's been bothering the hell out of me since i saw it.

IDK
i'm just confused


<33 meg
  04-05-2007 14:47 Epitomeofwonder 
Epitomeofwonder
 
64 posts
To you.
It happened and it ended. All in the blink of an eye.
I have loved every minute spent with you. Even if you are far away. It was spent with you in a sense. South Park. Phone calls. Smiles. Laughs. The fact that you make fun of the way I say mechanism. The night I told you that you were not allowed to say any words that had the letter "r" in them. You did pass that test, you know.
I, personally, couldn't regret any of it. I would do it over and over again if you could still make me smile at any minute of the day. There were a few times I told you, "Not today." But you made me smile anyway.
The pleasure was worth all the pain, right?
You proceed to bug me about it. You love me? Bullshit. If you loved me you would not tell me to never talk to you again.
I can't handle it anymore. I give up. I told you in the beginning, I am not good with communication. I am not good with emotions. That's all there is to it. I give up. You walked away. You turned your back on me. I hope you're happy.

Goodbye.
  05-05-2007 08:35 kehpanther 
kehpanther
 
67 posts
dear shakira & beyonce,

HOW THE HELL DO U DO TEH HIP THING?? AND WHY DO U LOOK SO SIMILAR??

from kehpanther

  05-05-2007 08:37 kehpanther 
kehpanther
 
67 posts
Dear michael jackson's kid

do u h8 ur father 4 almost droppin u??

from lil ol me
  05-05-2007 14:43 JuiceBoxJoe 
JuiceBoxJoe
 
3,494 posts
My mistake,

I wanted to take things so slow, I didnt want to rush, I didnt even want to move at a normal pace, but it went fast anyway.
I was never able to get my shit together with you, wasnt able to be the guy I am, i couldnt show you who i am, and i dont know why. You told me you liked another guy, is it any wonder i reacted the way i did?
You blow me off to spend time with him? What did you expect me to do? Smile and nod?

I walked away to try and protect you from being hurt anymore, I told you not to talk to me anymore because i didnt want to hurt you. I wanted you to have a chance at being happy, even if it wasnt with me.

I regretted walking away while i was doing it. Now ive done too much damage to get you back. Only afterwords did you tell me i wasnt hurting you with everything i did. If I could take it all back I would, undo my mistakes i would.

I made a mistake, Im human, and i regret it.

It all comes down to if its worth the chance? Is it?
  10-05-2007 17:46 cap213 
cap213
 
1 posts
It's me again,

Pathetic you may think, here I come again to grovel at you feet.
Actually this time I come for a different reason
I'm pretty sure I'm not here to complain
I dont think I've come to cry
I havnt come with bad news,
actually I don't know why I'm here, because truth have it-
I'm not here for you at all...

Okay maybe I lied...
I just came to tell you something...something thats made me smile
again, I feel like I'm normal,
I feel sane
I feel like I can say I've actually found myself
I dont know why I'm writing this,
maybe I felt like you should know
know that I'm smiling again...that I can breathe - and not hurt

Can you say the same?
Could you tell me the same thing if we were to run into each other,
or would you just wisp past me and get the feeling I was your love
from a life long passed...
Would we be friends again? Friends like we always said we would be those long,lazy morning in your bed?

So I guess its time for me to tell you what I've wanted to my love.
Im happy again and I finally found myself,
maybe you'll be happy...but there is one more part I just can't bare to get out

It's something I've needed to do for a long time, but never could.
It's the one thing that was killing me for these past 6 months.
It's time for me to let you go, say goodbye to you:
Ciao mia bella, goodbye my princess, please fare well....my...forever...and...always...love
  10-05-2007 19:09 HOTTIE1010 
HOTTIE1010
 
478 posts
to the guy who,,,,, I dont' want to say that part to other people. thank you for sweeping up the piece of my broken heart after somebody else just stepped on it. Anyway you are really cute and i really kind of like you, so don't stomp on my heart like he did.
  10-05-2007 22:27 Bucephalus 
Bucephalus
 
5,678 posts
Dear

I don't know, I guess this is hard to write, but it's probably better than if I wrote it last week. It's been over 2 weeks since we broke up and it still doesn't feel right. Everyday I think about you. I've tried so hard...sooo ridiculously hard to NOT over-dramatize the situation or make anyone fele pity for me or anything like that. This is probably the hardest I've tried to get over anything. I guess I sorta am.. but everyday there's something to remind me of you. Like I'll see someone that I think looks or smells like you, or I'll drive by the street you live on... Probably doesn't help that your name is all over the newspapers every other day.

Guess I just feel sorry for myself. I cna't sya enough how hard I've been trying here.. Great things don't exactly roll around my way every day, and it feels like one of the few great things I've had was taken from me in a second. I know we didn't hang out much, but I know the beginning of April was so perfect, you made it very clear.. So I guess I just wonder what made you changed your mind. It feels like you changed over night.. And I've always been so jealous of how mature and perfect you are, but we never talked about breaking up or anything, you just went and did it. If you had some problems with anything, you should've just talked about it with me. I guess it just shocked me, I couldn't evne respond to you on the phone.

I've bene trying to look at the positives..I mean, I've got two proms, senior week, all summer, etc to be with other girls and kinda do whatever I want... but all these past few months I've been planning on spending the summer with you...Then if college came around, it's not even 2 hours awya and it'd be easy to come home whenever I wanted.. Now all my plans are just gone. Kinda feels like wasted time..but can time be really wasted if I was so happy? I guess it wasn't.. I liked every second of it.

And the thing was that I was so unconditional. It was never about sex or being cool or being whatever. I didn't care if you never touched me again, I just liked the feeling of being around you...Evne your parents.. Your house started to feel like home. They are protective as hell, but I guess I can't blame them. I didn't realize how much I enjoyed your living room, sisters, parents, relatives, etc till they were gone. Like I miss everything, even stuff I thought I hated. Guess you really don't know what you've got till it's gone.

I'm glad I called you just to talk. I had to get shit off my chest, I'm sure you did too...and I said I'd tlak to you at the baseball game, but it's just too hard to do. I can't look at you. I want to so bad, but I don't want to equally as bad. I won't lie, I swear I catch myself smiling everytime I think of you...but then I snap out of it and realize you aren't my girl anymore.. I wish we could be friends, but I'll always have some weird feelings for you and you'll never just be another face in the crowd. Even when I get with another girl, I can't picture me not having feelings for you.

This just sucks...and it makes me think what kind of shape I'm in emotionally. I've always felt unstable, but this was just a 4 month relationship...and the entire time I tried to not get attached or make it out to be more than what it was... Seriously, I know I'm stressing, but you don't know how hard I've tried to get over you. And this was a 4 month highschool relationship... How am I gonna act if I actually get serious with a girl and it doesn't work out? It scares me how I'd act.

I just got so used to the routine, ya know? Go home, call you, go over, whatever. I went from tlaking every night to never again, and that's just hard for me to do. I wanna talk, I wnana call to see how you've been....but your voice takes me back to when everything was perfect, and it makes me hanging up 10X harder. I just think that if you weren't with Connor last year and I would've met you, things would have been perfect.

And another thing is that I know you feel the same way, just to a lesser extent...I saw you trying to sneak up and tlak to me at the game the other weekend.. you walked up, then stood there like a shy little kid and couldn't evne look at me. Your friends have told me stuff.. Then why'd you end this? I know you have feelings for me, even if they aren't as strong.. Were you really that worried about college? or senior week? Or what? Well, you should've talked to me about it and you never said a word..

And the more I write, the more pissed off I get...and I am still not mad at you at all. It's hard, but I get where you are coming from in a way. Maybe I should've seen it coming more than what I did, but why start something you don't really have intentions to finish. I know we probably weren't gonna get married, but I wanted to sacrifice and make things work the best I could and live in the moment. I'm tired of looking ahead.

I'm so done with this though. None of this shit helps me forget you. Hey, maybe I really don't want to and won't.. but I'm sure this letter doesn't help anything. Thing is, I'll always be so proud of you. I'm so happy for you and you've got such a great life ahead of you. I've never seen anyone more on the right path. You've got the perfect life and I used to be part of it. So good luck with everything, I know you'll go Division 1 basketball on a scholarship, you're the bes tplayer around here and you've got 2 years left. You're the greatest female basketball player I've ever witnessed. So good luck, I'll always be so happy for you, I just wish I could be part of the reason you're happy.

  10-05-2007 23:07 Roxy_Ryan 
Roxy_Ryan
 
21,759 posts
Dear you.

You're being a total shithead right now, and I hope you know it. Because for once I am not giving in and breaking the ice. It's all up to you now. Whether you like it or not... 'tis time for you to grow and pair and admit when you're wrong.
  13-05-2007 13:24 Chobbits 
Chobbits
 
6,667 posts
Hey you.

Guess what? I'm missing you. Terribly. I understand our situation perfectly, I know you've promised to try after it's over.
And that text you've sent me... "Hey babe, how's it?". It felt just like old times. Why can't it be as it used to? When you'd text me everyday, about smallest things, just to let me know you care.
You said you still cared. And wanted to give us another try, because it's "worth it".
You don't tell me how beautiful I look anymore.
And that's what you used to say.
You take me for granted.
I don't want us to end up this way. I want us to survive through this. I want it to be 17th of May already, so we can have a fresh start.
Please, let me know you still care. Take my hand and lead me to your room and play this stupid Metallica song you'd been torturing me with. Laugh at Placebo and mock my music taste.
Let's watch football games together again, so I can ask you stupid questions and bother you.
And let's fall asleep together again.
I want to feel your smell again. And your hands in my pockets.
Please.
I watched that DVD from prom. I cried. The way you used to look at me...

These ten days,
these so long, so long lonely days
they keep on sending me awful pictures,
Gotta just sleep in, pretend,
pretend not to see...
  16-05-2007 03:45 Bucephalus 
Bucephalus
 
5,678 posts
Dear


You know, I almost forgot about you... I've seriously never, ever seen you on AIM except tonight when you messaged me. Yeah, I saw you over the weekend too, neither of us have any balls. Then again, you aren't supposed to. Funny how you admit to missing me and missing all the little things that made us...us.. Cause I missed them all too. I miss every damn thing about everything. And I wrestle with these ideas in my head. At the moment, I never want to talk to you again. I want to hate you very badly, and I just can't. You won't ever be another person to me...and youcame outta the blue tonight and said how you want to hang out in a group with my friends again. You said you missed me and the fun. Is your new boyfriend really that boring? Dump him.. You already went out with him for over a year..So he stalks you and leaves creepy voicemails, and you take him back? Let me write down these tips.

But seriously, I am too scared to ask you if you are back with him even though I am certain you are. Makes me feel used, maybe a litle shitty. Any other guy, I'd still be irritated, but this guy even more so. Probably because I know I am better than him and I know we have more fun together. You said it yourself so don't pretend like you have fun with anyone else they way you did with me. But really, is your life that miserable? That you and your friends wanna hang with me and my friends? Hey, I miss my life a few months ago too, but I wasn't gonna ask to hang out again..

And I told you I'd understand and that I wouldn't push anything but friendship. But I lied in a way, I don't think I can actually spend time with you if you have your boyfriend around. I know it doesn't make sense, but even if you are single, I won't make any moves with you. I genuinely just miss you...but evne though Im not gonna make any moves, you having your new guy around makes me so uncomfortable.

I honestly just think you are scared. Maybe someday you'll see it.. He's the first guy you were with and he's all that you know.. I don't know how you ever have any fun anymore, I know how boring you can be and he is worse. He's the safest bet possible, you'll never fight because neither of you ever have opinions and avoid conflict at all costs.. I wish we would have actually fought. I wanted to argue and make you mad at me. I just wanted to know that you had feelings.

I said exactly what I felt tonigh. I told you every feeling and I'm so glad. It's relieving. And remember how I said to call me anytime you wanna hang out? I meant it 20 minutes ago, but I rethought things and I can't do it. As long as you are with him, it's just too hard for me to do and I can't accept it.

I'm sorry we can't be friends, I never wanted to be the typical dickhead ex-boyfriend, but you don't understand how hard it is to even look at you.
  18-05-2007 02:09 megdoll187 
megdoll187
 
3,960 posts
dear you,

i never wanted this to happen
i never wanted to lose you this way
but you can't deal with being just friends
i've moved on
can't you?

or maybe you did?
you said no more
you didn't want it anymore
but that was after i said everthing i did
and acted the way i did
were you trying to get to me or were you being serious?

It's not that i care so much about the answers to those questions
i just want to know why you acted the way you did towards me

and how do i know NOTHING about you?

you said yourself a long time ago that i knew more than most people
and i know exactly how you'll react to certain things
sad to say. . . i know how to play my way around you
i know what to say and what not to say
and when to say it and how to piss you off

YOU let me get to that point
i didn't do it by myself


i'm sorry for the hurt i caused you and what i've probably done
sorry i assumed crap that made everything worse
but how could i not when you were saying you still loved me n watnot
it's kinda hard to just not let that affect anything when reading what you wrote


you really are amazing
you're a great guy
and i'll still always be here for you
i still consider you someone important
for all the stuff we put each other through

i'll unblock you when you get over your bitch fit from today
until then i hope you live a good life

i really will miss you hun


<X3 meg
  19-05-2007 13:50 Chobbits 
Chobbits
 
6,667 posts
Gotta sleep in, pretend, pretend not to see

Hey,
I can't take this anymore. I just can't. Are you trying to hurt me or what? Because if you are, then you're very much successful. If I didn't know you, I'd think you're doing this on purpose...
But it's impossible, right? Not you, not out of all people! You're the one who'd never hurt me... That's why I'm with you.
Two days. Two nights. It was like it used to be, I've started to forget about all my fears. And then, the news came like a lightening.
You're leaving. For a month.
You know, that's not the worst thing.
The worst thing about this is that you hadn't told me before. How could you? Why didn't you tell me you were planning to go to Scotland with Rosso?!
And you have to go NOW, in 10 days... And I've planned so much for us... I know, it's just a month. 30 days. You'll be back by the end of June, but I can't let you go. I want you to stay...
Stay with me please... You don't have to go.
I told you yesterday that if you go, I'll date Paweł. You laughed and said I was banned from dating other guys.
But I will. I'm sorry, but I won't be waiting for you patiently. I can't wait anymore!!! I'd been waiting since March, for Christ's sake.
You're making this really hard and I thought we'd have an happy ending...
Please, do something about us. Because I can't be the only one who's fighting.
If you go... I'll drive myself crazy listening to "A letter".
  20-05-2007 00:03 sucki_sucki 
sucki_sucki
 
110 posts
dear you,


i didnt mean for us to end this way.
i did mean to make you pissed so i wouldnt have to deal with it...


life goes on...
  21-05-2007 08:45 BlackRia 
BlackRia
 
2,815 posts
Dear Janny,
No, not 'dear' cuz u aren't a 'dear'

B***h Janny,

I can't believe you...you separated me and Sean JUST when we were going to be something, I'm glad at the end Sean finally got into his senses and dissed you back, even though I wasn't there (i was sick). I'm so glad he "back-stabbed" you, as you often said . I hate you so much. Even you asked Cherie if Justine liked David, and if she did, you would go over and "play" with David to get Justine jealous...THAT IS SO PATHETIC!!! You did that TO ME AND SEAN and WE WERE KINDA LIKE ENEMIES FOR 3-4 MONTHS, WHEN WE COULD'VE BEEN SOMETHING!!! Is that where you get your happiness? Out of other people's misery???? Damn you b*tch! Go to hell! You knew VERY well that I loved Sean and Sean loved me back!!! AND I WAS JUST GOING TO TELL HIM!!, UNTIL YOU CAME BUTTING IN!!! Now he's gone, your happy, nobody's there to talk to me!!!

I just want to you everyday at everytime!!!
Go yourself!!!
Go yourself as well, to stop more friends and (almost) boyfriends/girlfriends from breaking up you b*tch!!!

~Maria

P.S. Stay away from everyone's love life!!!


please avoid swearing so much, angry or not, it's the rules..
  31-05-2007 01:39 feather1 
feather1
 
136 posts
Dear You,
You don't even know how much you really mean to me. You mean the world to me, and if I could, I would do anything in my power to be right beside you, right now. I know you are going through a lot right now with your dad recently passing away, and various other things. I understand that you realized that me and you can't give each other the emotional support we both need, and that you wanted to take a break from us, and I said that was fine, and I respect that. But you keep changing your mind about what you want- and yes I know that you are just confused and stressed from your dads' death and other things, and if you allow me to, I will be there for you, every step of the way, through the good and the bad. One day you say that you need some space, and some time to yourself, and I respect that, but the next day you say that you can't do this alone, and that even though we are so far apart, you don't want to do it alone, but seeing as how I was on vacation and was unable to use my phone there, we didn't talk much, and that's fine. I just want to know what you want, and if your feelings for me have changed. We haven't actually had a real conversation in close to a week or so, which gave both of us time to think things through, and see what we wanted, and such, and I know that my feelings for you have not changed, and through us not talking, I realized how strong my feelings for you are, and how much I really do love you, and I hope you feel the same way about me- if you don't, don't you think it's fair to tell me, because I know I cant go on like this anymore,I just can't. It's funny,I used to say that I would never talk to anyone I didn't know on the internet, and now I am very glad that I do. When I tell people about you, I feel kind of weird, because you live so far away, and not many people are okay with long distance relationships, especially since we haven't met yet, and a lot of them have boyfriends from here, but you see, with you..it's different. I never thought it was possible to love someone who lives thousands of miles away from me, but I now realize that it really is. You are unlike any guy I have ever met, we understand each other, and I feel so comfortable and at home with you, and I know you have said the same about me, and I really do hope that you still feel the same way. All I want to know is whether of now you still feel the same way about me, and how you want things to be between us. That is all I am asking. You mean everything to me, and I love you and always will.

~Heather~
  31-05-2007 03:39 Brianthegamer 
Brianthegamer
 
87 posts
Dear "Dubbya",
You do realize that you are a president of an english-speaking country, right? You should really learn to speak in the country's native tongue. And what's with the squinty face? Wouldn't it be better to set up your podium where you're not always facing directly into the sun? Wouldn't you be more popular if you had more than one facial expression?

Forever making aesthetic corrections,
Brian
  06-06-2007 05:17 cairowinters 
cairowinters
 
3,451 posts
Is it crazy that I'm starting to feel jealousy? That I'm starting to dislike her more and more? I'm getting paranoid. It's crazy, but not hard to make happen. And you're making it happen. I'm getting a bad feeling about all of this...
  06-06-2007 15:29 JustxMe 
JustxMe
 
7,949 posts
Powersh*t,

Sometimes I wonder if you ever checked my msn space after what happened between us to see how I love calling you that name.

It has been over a year, and I am still stuck in a place I can't get out from because of your existence.
It's quite fascinating, actually. The whole effort you put just to 'make' me like you, which eventually worked, then to leave me just like that for someone who i presumably looked prettier than me judging you from the weak character of yours I should have seen it coming. Hell, i feared that.
I never opened up to someone in such way before you, and it was hard on me. Of course, you didn't care. Why would you anyway? Your only purpose was to get someone to like you to feed your male ego. Well, whatever it was, i forgot to tell you with all the comments you made on the way I looked judging from my pictures, brutally, you're the ugliest guy i have ever laid my eyes on. Regardless of that, i liked you and put that aside. But that's not what's hurting me right now.

You screwed up my self esteem. An ugly boy like you leaves me for someone else? That hit me hard. It wouldn't have mattered if there was another reason, but this? It was too much to take especially when knowing I wouldn't find anyone uglier than you, from the outside and the inside. And i am glad to have found that sooner than later.

I blame you for my insecurities that i have been having to deal with from last year. You made things way too worse on me. It might not be completely your fault, but mine as well for letting a asshole like you to bring me down, but the hell with it. I want to blame it ALL on you.

I'm finding it very hard to open up my heart. For once i am willing to give all what I have to someone, and it's not working. It's scary and i don't know if i am up to the challenge. Maybe i am not ready. But then, when will I ever be when i get to feel this way because of you?

I seriously despise you.
I loath you.

Oh and by the way, I still pray you die in a drastic car crash. My happy day it'll be.
  06-06-2007 19:31 Hitham 
Hitham
 
233 posts
oh baby ,


how's every thing doin? i heard that u failed in 3 math tests in a row , well hardluck in the rest of ur exams, oh ya i just wanted to tell , that i hate you and i want to see ya in teh club , oh ye i don't have an access to that club but i will run and enter lol , and yesh i'm broke , so suit ya self and bring enuff money .

your hater,

**** you lol
  07-06-2007 03:28 Friend_Jones55 
Friend_Jones55
 
9,660 posts
Hey,

I just wanted to tell you that there arent many people that I let my guard down to. I am always so scared of getting hurt that I dont try to get too close. Everytime I did they broke my heart but you... you wouldnt do that to me.... well I thought you wouldnt. Remember when we met? You were the one who asked our friends to bring me to you so you can see me. I never knew you even though you knew me. You were the only person who I felt I could never be intimidated when I stared into their eyes. Thats what I liked about you. You gave me that weird feeling in my stomach. You made me smile for no reason at all. You made me happy. I hate to admit but I loved you. Well I guess things werent the same in your mind since you said what you said about me. What happened? What did I do to you for you to say something like that. And why didnt you just tell me to my damn face? Did think I couldnt take it? Did you think I would just cry and go off and kill myself. Sorry but you arent worth it. Thanks for doing that to me. And if you are wondering why its because it makes me stronger. I loved you. But its okay though. I hope you have a wonderful you blew your chance with me

Duran
  07-06-2007 19:01 Bucephalus 
Bucephalus
 
5,678 posts
Dear

Hey, I know we both said we could be friends.. but it's so much easier to not be. You bring up too many feelings when I look at you. We've both moved on. It all worke dout like I knew it would. I thought breaking up would suck for awhile, but I'm in a great situation right now and I wouldn't trade it in for you. I really wish we were friends, but your personality won't allow it. Again, we coulda talked the other night at Kish Park.. but it's just so much easier to pretend you don't exist. I saw you staring at me and I just stared back. I wonder what you were thinking. Whatever it was, it wasn't moving enough for you to say a word. And I'm not either. But you looked more beautiful than usual, you pull off that mesh shorts-tshirt-pony tail look frighteningly well and I've always loved it. Nobody else really sees it but me, too.

Only reason I'm really writing this is because I got a letter from your family the other day and it made me think of you. All it said was Congratulations on Graduating and had all your names in there. I've been at your house when your parents forced you and your sisters to sign thank you cards...so I know it was just sometihng you blindly signed then went back to watching that damn Food network. It went straight to my trash can. So seriously, as much as you wanna be friends or be friendly or whatever, cease all contact. Tell your parents too. They are amazing people, but just tell them to stop with the letters.

But just wanted to let you know that everything has been working out for me. Everything always works out.

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