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My Place to Complain
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@ 12-05-2005 19:56 Pandora | 
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| yey, because I am such a vocal person when it comes to my problems with the people on this forum.. and to keep from hijacking anymore threads with my opinions of how dull and stupid people around this place are... and because I can't get to my LJ or my blog (save through email that messes up most of the time) at work.. and well.. augh it's just so frustrating when you are a very just .. opinionated person and have no where to go with it ..  I have decided to make a place for myself to just complain about people and situations, that of course being on a computer, I can do nothing about but complain, but damnit I will run it into the ground complaining about it. haha, now that I have said complain... too many times in the few past sentences.. I will start
first of all..... why in the hell .... do people cause all kinds of trouble here.. and then gripe when we don't like them?
it's like oohhh no one wants to talk to me.. I feel so alone.. I never get any messages.... why I wonder why?!? If you run around being an idiotic arse to everyone of course they are not going to like you... not going to want to talk to you... going to gripe and complain when you make yet again another thread with no meaning save to annoy the people that you swear you are trying to make friends with .. augh!! just go and drown yourself already and quite griping.. you make your bed and you rest in it as well.
... and also this stupid girl that worked for me while I had to go to a meeting at 2 today.. totally messed up my whole desk space... augh I like to have everything a certain way and damn her if she didn't rearrange the whole thing.. why in the hell !!!! if you are just working for 30 minutes at a desk, not doing anything but seeing how far you can stick your finger up your arse........... would you need to rearrange the whole damn desk!! It took me a good 20 minute to put everything back where it belonged before I could even start to work... augh and then she wears makeup.. which of course I do not.. and gets it all in the phone and junk.. eww  and then doesn't even clean it up... I mean if you make a mess .. clean it.. it's just like... something that you do.. you don't go and spill your chocolate milk all over the floor and leave it for the next person... and you also do not leave a makeup ear imprint in the phone!!! when someone else is going to use it... because it's not even your own damn phone!!!!!! blargh, drives me crazy.
^^ woot! feeling better already, now that I have gotten all of that off my chest.
rockon
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 0  @ 05-08-2005 16:35 Jez | 12,757 posts
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nearly 5k posts curtis! ... long time in coming.
| | 0 @ 05-08-2005 16:37 FireWaterBurn | 28,885 posts
| Msud is number 120... Couldn't find Myndbender...
woohoo my 5,00th post.... Within the next week I am going to make my only "dedication" post because it is nearly my 3 year Anny... | | 0 @ 05-08-2005 16:38 TheDudeAbides | 69 posts
 | I WANT tO FLOWERING SWEAR
AND not be edited, FLOWER THE FCC
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** post edited by moderator 05/08/2005 @ 17:40 **
| | 0 @ 05-08-2005 16:41 DeathByMonkeys | 24,877 posts
| Hehehehehehe, if you can't use proper English then no one will listen to you. I sure don't want to be listening to someone who swears every two seconds.
Go away. | | 0 @ 05-08-2005 16:41 Jez | 12,757 posts
| ... you obviously know the rules hence you mentioning you wanting to swear.
Hence also the reason that your post has been carded and hence you receiving a card. | | 0 @ 15-08-2005 23:41 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| argh... I keep trying to act like everything is cool.. but it's not and I am a horrible actor.
so he's going to LA... sure I knew he was going to leave ...but wishful thinking left me hopeful that he wouldn't go far... sure it's still in the US.. only 2000+ miles away.. woo.
I said I wasn't going to jump to any conclusions until I got to talk to him when he gets back... but augh I guess I just need to talk about it.. and which is why I am here.. because I hate arsing people with my mindless rants about *him*
some tell me to just forget about him, others tell me to fight.. but I don't know if I am really going to be forgetting about anything or fighting for anything for that matter.
I don't know how he really feels about me.. I just know what I see him do and how I see him act...
I seriously don't even know how I feel about him.. I fancy him GOD and everyone knows that.. but I don't know if you could really call it 'love'.. maybe just ... care? Or maybe it's love in the making... but I don't want it to be just one sided.
The easy thing to do would be forget about him.. but since when have I ever done the easy thing?
AUGH why does like always have to make things so freaking INSANE to deal with.. I mean come on has my life not been hard enough that the shirt just has to keep piling up... I stand and shake my fists at the sky telling GOD exactly what I think of him and his little mind games.. I am sure it's not helping my case any... but ARGH
Don't I deserve to be happy for once? Not just think that I could be getting happy and then have the carpet pulled out from under me?
Is it too much to ask for one of the guys that I give my heart to, actually stay?
maybe I'm just too young, to keep good love from going wrong... but tonight.. you're on my mind.. so... you never know
I feel them drown my name... so easy to know and forget with this kiss... I'm not afraid to go.. but it goes so slowww
you know JB wrote that song (Grace) about not being afraid to die when you have found true love.... love seems to make even the weak fearless
when I think more than I wanna think.. do things I never should do..... I drink much more than I ought to drink.. because it brings me back to you
I love you.... but I'm afraid to love you... AFRAID
I'm broken down and hungry for your love... with no way to feed it........... so I'll wait for you... and I'll burn... will I ever see your sweet return.. oh will I ever learn....... lover, you should have come over.... cause it's not too late
when will I find the strength to bring me release
I know everybody here wants you... everybody here thinks he needs you... but I'll be waiting right here just to show you.. that our love... will blow it all away
just like the ocean.. always in love with the moon.. its overflowing now inside of you...
true self is what brought you here, to me, a place where we can accept this love
theres no easy answer, none to blame or forgive, two cripples dancing, to the end we live...... we had a birth place in common and seperate beds and lives... I know we could be so happy baby if we wanted to be...
I wanna be your love, lipstick my name across your mirror... blood red with flakes of gun shot glitter... and be one with all you disown in your young life
I sing JB because the words make me think of him.... but what do I sing to remove him from my mind?
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 16-09-2005 21:40 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| ah okay... here goes:
I had a good day yesterday.. I had a good day today.. but sitting here busying myself with work has just got me to thinking about everything.. it's funny how the more busy I am the more I think.
I was sitting at home last night talking with Matt and playing around online and an old friend messaged me wanting me to come to a party this weekend... I am sposed to be going to Kentucky with my family.. just as a trip.. but something on the inside makes me want to go back to the party and to that life...
I keep telling myself that I have over come all of my drug addictions.. and that its no longer apart of me.. but here lately... it's just been tugging at me.. more when I am happy than when I am depressed or lonely... and I don't know why.
I know I shouldn't do it.. I know I don't need it.. but for some reason I want it.. I want it bad... but if I go back ... I know I will end up dead.
The last bad spell I had with heroin left me numb and unable to function for like 2 days.. everyone was afraid to let me go to sleep.. things got bad.. that was about 3 months ago.. and it was just after some crazy shirt had happened.. and before that I had been clean for about a year or so... but now.... it's like not just because I want to get away from something.. its' not even a bad spell... it's just something deep down inside of me wanting to do it.. and I don't know why.. I hate it.
I hate to think about it.. but it's driving me insane.. I don't know what to do.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-09-2005 22:46 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| It all bothered me at first.. because I wasn't sure what I should use to fill that emptiness that removing it all from my life had left.. but then ... I realized that many times if you try to find something to fill that hole.. that it never really heals.. it just stays an opened wound.. you got to deal with it.. and just let the hole mend.. mending is the only way to ever truly get over something.
the best thing I think I have ever told myself.
Sometimes we are all so caught up in finding something to replace what was lost.. when in fact.. the new things that come into our life need their own place and time.. not to just be a filler for a memory we are trying to get away from.. yea.. thats deep.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 28-09-2005 00:25 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| argh.
You used to be everything to me
And now you're tired of fighting
Tired of fighting, of fighting yourself
I can't get those lyrics out of my head.. because I feel them.. I know them.. I have experienced them... and it won't leave me.
why do people do the things that they do? sometimes I don't understand why we want to be so alone when we have each other to keep us sane.. when we have each other to hold onto.
I don't understand why he clinged to his lonliness instead of me.. why he kept himself hidden so I wouldn't see him bleed.
he ripped my heart from my chest and watched to see how I would deal to see if I was the person I told him I was .. or if I would just give up and not live.
he made me feel like I wasn't so alone.. but he clinged to his lonliness more than he held onto me.. why did he hide himself?
he asked why I couldn't look him in the eye.. and I told him that I could.. and tried.. but alas he was right.. and my eyes fell to the floor or the lights behind him... or anything to keep him from seeing into my soul.
I couldn't let him see me... maybe it's me that is fighting myself.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:18 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| I can't believe he wants to blame all of this on me AGAIN.. it's not my effing fault that he's gotten himself into this shirt time and time agian.. and then he blames it on everyone else so he doesn't have to feel bad about it.. he can't handle what is goign on in reality so he makes it seems like its so effing different..
and when he gets caught he lies... he said that I was effing lying.. when she asked and I told her.. and then he lied to get out of it.. he said that I didn't know what I was talking about.. and then told me that she knew about it all.. told me that he told her... just so I wouldn't say anything else..
and he talks about trust? no one can trust that mustard.. he lies to everyone tha he says that he loves... he deserves to be alone for his mistreatment of everyone that ever cared about him.
I wanted to be there for the both of them... but now she's over him and he can rot in hell
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:20 Htd1 | 
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| I agree with the original statement that I was first carded for..
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:26 Htd1 |
20,904 posts
| what original statement? flower you gabe? alright.
anyways, I wasn't blaming you. I just asked why. | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:31 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| its so funny how peoples words can turn so hollow.. which is why I never trusted anyone anyway.. heh they will do whatever it takes to stay on top.. no matter how much they hurt everyone they play against..
it's funny how those that were short lived in my life I couldl trust more than those that stuck around..
looks like its time for me to be the forum ghost again.. I won't let this shirt bother me anymore.. it's not flowering worth it.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:41 dakondakblade | 
10,180 posts
| tabs dont be like that; ( flower all the effing mustards to flowerin hell who think that you;re flowerin shirt.. they can go finger a dogs cork for all I care.. To me you've been a saving angel, and although we havent spoken that much lately, I still do consider you an awesome friend, and we both know that those flowerers are worng and can go flowerin die on a flowerin punch ot the face. If they cant handle someone being honest to them on a forum, then they have no flowerin chance in real life
| | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:47 FireWaterBurn | 28,885 posts
| A few F bombs shows that you are mad and mean what you say. After that, it just makes you sound stupid. | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:50 dakondakblade |
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| lol
ah k flower you curtis 
just kididng... but Curtis you should back me up here.. its you and tab's who are deadly honest, even if it means others looking like the ...crumpet they are.. so you cant really blame me to jumping to her defense, she is an awesome friend after all.. | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:52 FireWaterBurn | 28,885 posts
| I think being honest is great.... Just the overuse of the F word makes you sounds childish. | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:53 SweetSare | 3,009 posts
| Hun please don't become the forum ghost that would be awful.  Seriously don't let them get to you cos at the end of the day the people with taste all know that you are the better person I would hate to image the forum with you as a ghost | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:54 Pandora |
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| Tim chill
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-09-2005 00:57 dakondakblade |
10,180 posts
| ah sorry tabs. but it parses me off. really . I just read through this thread, and saw how like, all these twits keep slamming you down, saying your an attention whale. blah blah. .I know you pretty well, and I know youre NOT an attention whale.. sorry. it jsut gets on my nerves.. but ok Ill calm down
| | 0 @ 29-09-2005 01:03 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| it doesn't matter
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-11-2005 00:49 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| meh.. okay .. I duno I'm tired of everyone and their pity parties.. if something happens to me I might talk about it here.. or ramble about it in a blog but I don't go out of my way to just get attention from it..
if you are out alone and something happens to you... damn straight you got yourself into some bullshite.. sure the other parties involved are at fault.. but you can't go around blaming everyone else when your ass shouldn't have been there either.
It's like all those people that get raped while they are drunk off their asses... well lets see ... first you picked a bad party to go to.. second you shouldn't have gotten so wasted that you didn't know what you were doing.. so therefore its half your fault as well...
oh but ofcourse they are the 'victim' here so all the blame gets placed on all others involved.. which is BULL.
I got raped at a show one year because I was wasted walking out by the vans... who's fault is it? MINE.. I mean there were stupid guys everywhere.. I couldn't hardly walk straight. I should have stayed at the van.. I didn't whine to anyone .. I dealt with it and moved on.. because you know what.. if it doesn't kill you it teaches you a damn good lesson.
But I duno .. suddenly everyone thinks that if you warn people about a situation its some how your good deed for the day.. that you just changed someones future!!! When in fact you spark curiosity.. make them want to go out and try something.. or you make them angry and they say.. well I won't let that shite happen to me.. and they go out and try it themselves..
You can't help people to learn from your mistakes you can only be there to help the when they make their own.
Heighting awarness .. only makes food for the wolves.. unless you got to some strong after effects that will make a person shutter.. only then can you actually make a difference..
/rant over
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-11-2005 00:57 star_light | 3,206 posts
| you insensitive human
f*** you
| | 0 @ 19-11-2005 01:00 star_light | 3,206 posts
| im so absolutely heart broken that someone would be so cruel after theyve been there
how the f*** is it my fault or yours?
we didnt wear a sign sayin "rape me, its ok im drunk"
if you drink alcohol it doesnt mean to say you are allowed to be raped
if you have pokets its ok to shoplift?
if you are a different religion its ok to be shot?
NO none of these people deserve it
i cant believe your twisted attitude |
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