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My Place to Complain
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@ 12-05-2005 19:56 Pandora | 
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| yey, because I am such a vocal person when it comes to my problems with the people on this forum.. and to keep from hijacking anymore threads with my opinions of how dull and stupid people around this place are... and because I can't get to my LJ or my blog (save through email that messes up most of the time) at work.. and well.. augh it's just so frustrating when you are a very just .. opinionated person and have no where to go with it ..  I have decided to make a place for myself to just complain about people and situations, that of course being on a computer, I can do nothing about but complain, but damnit I will run it into the ground complaining about it. haha, now that I have said complain... too many times in the few past sentences.. I will start
first of all..... why in the hell .... do people cause all kinds of trouble here.. and then gripe when we don't like them?
it's like oohhh no one wants to talk to me.. I feel so alone.. I never get any messages.... why I wonder why?!? If you run around being an idiotic arse to everyone of course they are not going to like you... not going to want to talk to you... going to gripe and complain when you make yet again another thread with no meaning save to annoy the people that you swear you are trying to make friends with .. augh!! just go and drown yourself already and quite griping.. you make your bed and you rest in it as well.
... and also this stupid girl that worked for me while I had to go to a meeting at 2 today.. totally messed up my whole desk space... augh I like to have everything a certain way and damn her if she didn't rearrange the whole thing.. why in the hell !!!! if you are just working for 30 minutes at a desk, not doing anything but seeing how far you can stick your finger up your arse........... would you need to rearrange the whole damn desk!! It took me a good 20 minute to put everything back where it belonged before I could even start to work... augh and then she wears makeup.. which of course I do not.. and gets it all in the phone and junk.. eww  and then doesn't even clean it up... I mean if you make a mess .. clean it.. it's just like... something that you do.. you don't go and spill your chocolate milk all over the floor and leave it for the next person... and you also do not leave a makeup ear imprint in the phone!!! when someone else is going to use it... because it's not even your own damn phone!!!!!! blargh, drives me crazy.
^^ woot! feeling better already, now that I have gotten all of that off my chest.
rockon
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 0  @ 19-05-2005 02:21 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| excessively burnt out???
WOW tab that is the first i have ever heard!
Lol!
Ok the band is beginning....I'll be the manager as I have no talent whatsoever...oh and I can be the personal nurse too 
| | 0 @ 19-05-2005 04:13 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| ah well I can sing and fiddle with a guitar hehe.. so I will be the band and you will be the emotional support
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 04:22 the_BurnInAtOR | 3,204 posts
| I'll kill you. | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 04:31 the_BurnInAtOR | 3,204 posts
| Im just kidding duh calm down don't have a cow
| | 0 @ 19-05-2005 04:41 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| oh yey I always accept a challenge.. come and get me !
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 13:48 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Wow, death threats now....
call a code Tab!!
Lol
| | 0 @ 19-05-2005 18:32 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| haha.. *gets on loud speaker* code grey condition charlie 2west.. I repeat code grey condition charlie.. 2 west
gah I hate the old lady that calls the codes here.. she had such a mono tone voice.. it's like the voice of death ringing throught the hospitall.. haha.. and when we have fires.. 'code red 3rd floor' she's so just excited... in her voice you can totally here the 'let the damn place burn down so I don't have to say these effing codes anymore'
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 20-05-2005 02:33 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| lol
*gets on speaker* attention please, attention please code red my place to complain, all LSI agents report immediately.....
I repeat code red "my place to complain'
All LSI agents report immediately
Im nervous, tomorrow is the date with yummy Justice.....what do I wear...am I going to say something dumb...but if I do so what??
Oh yeah, Beccas coming back around...I dont need to be nervous...Im a good catch...
God how I can not stand Angelica....she told me I didnt know how to take a BP today....
f*k her
blah blah | | 0 @ 20-05-2005 13:11 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| So, what has happened to this place?
I have to admit it has changed quite a bit
I went on on a whim last nite, and three gals I know ( who I thought I knew) were being Op Whores.....wtf...shaking their little things at the perm ohh op me op me...it was disgusting
good thing I have a date tonite...I dont think I could deal with such patheticness again........ | | 0 @ 20-05-2005 13:12 chloya | 18,104 posts
|  | | 0 @ 20-05-2005 14:50 Pandora |
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| ah well I was about to get off to bed this morning around 315am .. and lou messages me and tells me that all hell has broke loose in the chat.. so I go in .. and yes.. iggy has all his little friends bitchy lou out because of something that sposeably happened with this girl fran.. and for some reason 'fran' is MIA evidently no so important to her.
so I come in of course, because lou is a good friend, and as tired as I may have been, I am reeling at this point.. just waiting.. and I come in and tell everyone exactly what I think about them and their petty little situation.. and well they have the nerve to tell ME to stay out of it... right bullshite on them for if fran had a problem with lou.. it's between her and lou.. not iggy and lou.. or pain in the arse person, iggy and lou.. nor me, lou, iggy, sarah and the pain in the arse person.. .. but of course because.. I am the oldest one out of the whole bullshite situation.. and the only one making any sense.. I should stay out of it.
so yea.. I come in.. and iggy is just running through the names with lou. .just like he did in the msn convo lou sent me earlier yesterday.. I feel so bad for her.. because she is so sweet to that jerk and he's just an arse.. and so then he gripes at her about talking about it all in randomness.. saying she was trying to get people to feel sorry for her and its like wtf are you doing here in the chat starting up all this shite? I was like lou has friends here.. and she came to talk about it.. it's a free speech forum... and then like.. after all of that this 'fran' person gets in randomness and starts taking personal attacks at me.. what bullshite is that.. someone needs a good arse whooping
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 21-05-2005 02:19 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| * there is gonna be an arse whooping*
Wow what is going on with that??
My palms are sweating and I am nervous
but ......this could go my way tonite
he is due any minute.....what am I so nervous about???
I hate Angelica....I cant stop saying that... | | 0 @ 27-05-2005 01:05 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Gahhh Tab has been gone for so damn long now
I think she has fallen off the planet..
Where are you Tabby?
I miss you....... | | 0 @ 27-05-2005 01:33 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| aww becca I am sorry... everything has been crazy.. I was gone all weekend... and .. the week has been crazy.. and meh I am just running out of energy.. 
I bought a computer last night.. it's fully loaded.. and I am going to be able to write more.. and I am so excited about that.. because I can stop using my laptop like a desktop so I won't wear it out so much.. and everything will be awesome.. I was talking to Joe about it this morning because I was all excited because it will be here in like 3 days and he was such a jerk to me.. he was like you don't need that.. or that.. you just don't even need any of that.. you are never goign to use it.. and it was like I couldn't convince him taht it was my effing choice.. augh.
So yea.. that made my decision there.. I have completely ended everything.. and I have never been more at peace... my head has been clear all day.. no headaches.. nothing.. and my shoulders aren't hurting quite as bad.. I am still worried about my wrist tho.. because its killing me so bad.. I am goign to end up having to have surgery on it.. and that's going to put a damper on my writing.. and my online communication.. heh.. and if I lose those.. I will be so lost  I just wish it would stop effing hurting.. because it's really just like killing me right now.
I turn 20 in like 2 weeks I am really excited.. and kind of weirded out by it all ... I don't know what I am going to do..
having alot of confusion with my faith.. and for some reason alot of weird people have been emailing me lately.. like I have been carrying on conversations with so many different people.. I can't even keep my head on straight anymore  Its about to drive me insane... but the it's kind of fun.
I think I might be developing a crush on a friend.. that I so dont' want to get involved with.. not that he's a bad guy.. because he's really awesome.. but like.. I really don't think I need a relationship right now.. but I so just like miss the connection with someone.. you know.. like having someone to talk to and call whenever you want to.. just having that.. person that you can run to with everything...
meh it's all just too much for me anymore.. but I will live.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 27-05-2005 02:00 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| aww my tabby gal is back!!!
Justis has been served! WooT and wow!
I had forgotten what that was all about
Good for you Tab, I hope that you finally get what you deserve, you are one of the few honest for real ppl I have met....you will Soar soon, I feel it!
*** rubs Tabs shoulders***
WB Tab....
| | 0 @ 27-05-2005 02:07 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| are you goign to see him again?
from me :
"don't be a marytr.. and don't call.. this is over.. let it rest"
from joe :
"this is bullshit
i hope one day you open your fucking eyes and see what your doing
it is over
and i hate you"
heh, I told him in the end he would hate me.. and he said he never could..
I hope to soar one day... when everyone else quits dragging me down
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 27-05-2005 20:22 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Yes, Im seeing him again......were gonna hang for the weekend...
Wow.....he hates you now???wow
Tab you soar in my eyes!!
"bite the big apple, dont mind the maggots!"
Keep on moving dont stop
WooT!!
| | 0 @ 27-05-2005 20:55 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| meh the hatred was only a temporary bliss.. he went on to say that he couldn't hate me.. called again this morning and I ignored him.. and then told him to stop calling... 'but I can't' .. then I will get your number blocked .. 'so be it'... augh he's like a stalker now
this weekend.. ah I am praying will be better.. I think I am going to a show saturday night.. I don't know yet.
but I am to the point that I dont' even know who the hell I am.. I talked about it on my lj today livejournal because I don't know what to do...
and I am goign to have to take off the anyanomous comments on my blog because people wont' say who they are.. and it pisses me off.. becaus then I don't know who is talking to me.
and this weird person emailed me a couple of days ago.. and I really enjoyed emailng him.. but he hasn't emailed me lately so now I am at a loss for conversation..
been talking to alot of different people lately.. just trying to busy myself.. I was walking up the stairs to go back to my office today.. and I had this crazy flashback from my relationship with Erik, when he still had long hair.. and he was laughing with that huge arse grin... kind of bummed me out.. because we were going to make it through all that shite, you know.. but well we didn't.
and I kick myself for not ending it sooner.. because I started to kind of 'think' about this other guy.. a guy taht we both knew.. like it was weird.. when I was sleeping with Erik.. and dreaming of another guy.. I knew something was wrong then... and I should have stopped it.. but I didn't..
when it was all over.. I think I was so focused on just like.. being free that I didn't think about going after the 'other guy' .. and well then all that shite happened with Joe.. and I kind of forgot about him..
but here lately he's been on my mind more than ever .. and I don't know what to do.. because I really don't want a relationship.. but then God knows I do.. because I miss having someone there to talk to ... someone there to call.. just to say 'hey I'm bored and I need someone to make me smile' but I think he might like this other girl that I know.. and she didn't like him before.. but she might now.... and well I was with Erik.. so it was like.. he didn't want to hurt my relationship.. and now I think he thinks that I don't like him... but gah..
like I haven't gotten chills from a guy in years.. even Erik didn't do that to me... and I just want to have fun I guess.. not get into anything too serious.. .. but he's got his head on straight and his life right.. everything.. is just settled about him.. and.. I don't know he's got some awesome dreams.. and he's got a killer personality.. and I just.. I don't konw.
I don't know if I really even like him.. or if I just enjoy his company.. because he's loads of fun.. always has been.. :\.. I guess... ah welll I don't know what I gues..
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-05-2005 06:05 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| so I have had a rough night... last night.. um.. things.. well things are really bad right now.
yesterday around 9ish or so I got a call from an old friend inviting me to a party.. and yea.. well drugs drugs and more drugs.. came down to the fact that if I went.. I would probably die from a heroine overdose... and just .. well yea..
so I thought about it.. and it was like.. hey I always wanted to die young.. you know.. without my body giving up while my heart and mind were still thriving.. never wanted to have some crazy waste away type death.. I wanted to die spontaniously.. and in a way that.. well.. I dunno... and I always wanted to leave with a good name made for myself you know.. like.. someone that everyone would remember.. and remember me because of all the good things that I did.. all the people that I changed for the better... instead of giving me the rest of my life to go back and screw everything up again.. and just .. I dunno screw myself out of the person that I have become..
so I was going to go.. I knew who was going to be there.. the 'friends' that have always wanted me death.. heh the ones to always test my limits.. see how far I will go before death takes me.. I knew it would be the end.. and even after friends trying to talk me down.. and me telling myself that it really wasn't worth it... I still went.
got there.. I swear they had needles in my arm before I got to sit down.. everything was such a blur... I went to the bathroom to wash my face off.. and a guy that I knew in highschool.. that was totally obsessed with me came up to me and put a knife to my throat... lovely welcome.. good thing I am better with knives than he.. because I walked away with blood on mine.. while his blade was left clean. so I came home.
got home talked online for a bit.. I swear like I got home and suddenly had like 20 conversations going on.. it's like no one had talked to me in forever.. and they all had to talk to me at once.. got confused.. went cold.. and everything after that is a blur..
some how I ended up talking to Joe until around 3am he tells me .. I was in and out all night long.. forgot to breathe.. he kind of kept me going last night.. and I don't know whether to hate him or love him for it.. because I woke up Sat morning.. since I guess it's sunday now.. not being able to walk or breathe.. even now my movements are still really shakey.. but my vision is better.. and I am not numb and cold anymore.. but I can still feel it.. it's like bad blood in your veins .. something that you can't get out save if you bleed yourself..
ah well I don't know.. all the new people I have met here lately have been jerks.. everyone wanting to change me.. I can't wait until I find some one that actually likes me for who I am.. meh like that will ever happen.. I am far to big of a disturbance for everyone to find anyone that won't try to make me change.
but well I guess you go on to live another day.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 29-05-2005 06:22 Biznokk | 149 posts
| its ya boy bok in tha buldin' | | 0 @ 29-05-2005 06:54 biznach | 987 posts
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* offtopic :
i got fired as an announcer...
| | 0 @ 29-05-2005 16:22 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Wow......that was something Tab.
Hmmm, Im not sure how to respond because I havent done anything quite like that......
I have definitely thoght about dying, but of course, I am the ultimate chicken..and I went to school to save lives, not take them....but whats up with a knife to your throat...creepy
Im glad nothing too bad happened...that would suck.
Im rambling again ..... | | 0 @ 30-05-2005 02:09 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| I say you love your friend for that Tab...
a gut intstinct, but he was there for you...
think about that one....
| | 0 @ 30-05-2005 02:31 rapfanatic1 | 1,391 posts
| Tabitha i cant beleive that happened to you. I hope your ok after all of that. Also dont u ever do drugs alright I dont want anything bad to happen to u. | | 0 @ 30-05-2005 14:14 Pandora |
22,886 posts
| he was there for me.. but.. I don't know it's just a weird situation.
It's monday and I can still feel it.. just not as strongly.. it's funny how those things can stay with you.
but I will live..
was gone all weekend again, and I only work from 10 - 2 today because it's the holiday... so maybe for once I will get to relax, I doubt it though, everyone always has different plans for me.. meh.. I hate life sometimes.
Talking to all kinds of different people lately... myspace has opened up a whole new world.. but just as carole warned me everyone is looking for love.. and pay no mind to the 'here for : friends' deal on my profile.. but I have met some pretty cool people there... so all is well.
A new band for me to get into down to none I know the bass player now.. spose to go to their show saturday.. I guess as a happy early birthday present to me... woohoo.
yesterday.. I get online .. and Joe messages me.. the first thing he says.. 'I hear that you have a new crush'... right.. yea that pissed me off.. who the hell is he to just bring up shite like that?
So I told him it was none of his business and blocked him.. because all he is going to do is start shite.. and I am so just not going to deal with that.. I have already decided to cut out all the bullshite in my life.. the people that just bring me down.. and he has become one of them.
I don't know what I am going to do.. I just need a vacation.. a break from all of this.. but I doubt it will ever happen.
rockon
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