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@ 12-05-2005 19:56 Pandora | 
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| yey, because I am such a vocal person when it comes to my problems with the people on this forum.. and to keep from hijacking anymore threads with my opinions of how dull and stupid people around this place are... and because I can't get to my LJ or my blog (save through email that messes up most of the time) at work.. and well.. augh it's just so frustrating when you are a very just .. opinionated person and have no where to go with it ..  I have decided to make a place for myself to just complain about people and situations, that of course being on a computer, I can do nothing about but complain, but damnit I will run it into the ground complaining about it. haha, now that I have said complain... too many times in the few past sentences.. I will start
first of all..... why in the hell .... do people cause all kinds of trouble here.. and then gripe when we don't like them?
it's like oohhh no one wants to talk to me.. I feel so alone.. I never get any messages.... why I wonder why?!? If you run around being an idiotic arse to everyone of course they are not going to like you... not going to want to talk to you... going to gripe and complain when you make yet again another thread with no meaning save to annoy the people that you swear you are trying to make friends with .. augh!! just go and drown yourself already and quite griping.. you make your bed and you rest in it as well.
... and also this stupid girl that worked for me while I had to go to a meeting at 2 today.. totally messed up my whole desk space... augh I like to have everything a certain way and damn her if she didn't rearrange the whole thing.. why in the hell !!!! if you are just working for 30 minutes at a desk, not doing anything but seeing how far you can stick your finger up your arse........... would you need to rearrange the whole damn desk!! It took me a good 20 minute to put everything back where it belonged before I could even start to work... augh and then she wears makeup.. which of course I do not.. and gets it all in the phone and junk.. eww  and then doesn't even clean it up... I mean if you make a mess .. clean it.. it's just like... something that you do.. you don't go and spill your chocolate milk all over the floor and leave it for the next person... and you also do not leave a makeup ear imprint in the phone!!! when someone else is going to use it... because it's not even your own damn phone!!!!!! blargh, drives me crazy.
^^ woot! feeling better already, now that I have gotten all of that off my chest.
rockon
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 0  @ 12-05-2005 20:56 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| I dont get messages and I thought I was nice??
LOL
Sometimes I HATE patient care...why are people so friggin selfish thinking Everything is all about them? What about me???? Maybe I'm not having all that great a day, maybe my friend blew me off and is dating the hot guy I like.
Maybe I have PMS and everyone has to deal with it okay???
Whew, I think I have anger issues 
Wow, if anyone rearranged my desk they better hope I dont come looking for them.
At least the sun is shining!
*** goes to take a Xanax*****
Thanks for the venting!! | | 0 @ 12-05-2005 20:57 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| new rant... talking in the corporal punishment thread... got curious because I haven't looked up anything since.. years ago.. and look at what manson and his crew in jail are up to..
augh.. life time in prison yet charles (tex) has managed to marry twice.. and sadie has been married 4 times!! right.. so they are just housing them and feading them.. letting them live out their petty little lives in jail..
augh I so do not want my money to go to make killers lives pleasant, that is total bill's shirt. no wonder america is all screwed up and the government is always raising taxes and junk .. we are spending too much money on poeple who just need to be dead!! argh, that's so annoying..
and then people call me inhumane and all that junk because I think they deserve to die.. I am all hippy and about peace and love.. but.. you cross the line when you just go out killing people..
and it's insane to think that they have put people to death .. and then found out later that they were innocent... yet there are people like the 'manson family' still in jail causing trouble... and not being put to death..
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on another note.. I hate when someone askes you a question.. and you try to think about your answer.. so it's just not one of those you answer without thinking about it any.. like it's one of those important questions that just doesn't have a simple answer... and then they tell you that you are dodging the question totally ignoring everything that you are saying.. and just.. hurting you because you have thought about this.. and you want to have it fully explained to them.. and all they can think about is just getting a yes or no question because they don't really care to hear your opinion or what you have to say about it anyway..  it's depressing.. it's like.. are my words not good enough for you? you just want to hear your answer and not anything else?
well bill's shirt, I won't talk to them anymore.. you can't listen to me.. there is no reason for me to talk grr. 
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 12-05-2005 20:59 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| haha, becca I <3 you..
yea.. some girl got all mad at me a couple of seconds ago because my computer messed up and I had to ask her all her info again.. and she wasn't even in labor just being a drama queen!!! augh, so yea, and I am trying to be nice.. because I really can't tell her what I am really thinking and keep my job.. I hate that.. having to be nice to people who don't deserve it.. blaargh
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 12-05-2005 22:15 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| <3 You too Tab-
What in the world would possess a man/woman to kill their own child? I think about those 2 little girls in Chicago and I think, what a waste.
Because he thought she stole $40 out of her mothers wallet? It makes me sad to think we have such a violent society....
And the man in Riverside who left behind the lyric " woe is me, I ll meet you soon" or something like that...killed his wife, mother in law
and then his 3 children...and the coward killed himself..................what is going on???
Video Games, I think not....
hmmmzzzzz  | | 0 @ 13-05-2005 00:07 XxmilkchanxX | 333 posts
| I will complain about people!!
GROUP THERAPY!!
I can't express how much i loathe it. I AM NOT ANOREXIC! meh... all the girls there are such wanna-bes, and they all hate me because i dress differently. Argh, skinny little.........
Ahh, that was a good rant. Thanks for the thread Tabby!
<33,
Milkchan
| | 0 @ 13-05-2005 01:47 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| yea.. I don't see how someone could kill their own children.. or family... a friend of mine that I grew up with's... dad killed her mom and her step dad.. he just walked into the house and shot them both in the face and then came after stephanie and her little brother.. luckily they got away and the cops got there soon..
<3 everyone used to think I was anorexic too but then they noticed that I eat like crazy but I am just active.. so I don't gain weight and well... when I don't eat alot I still work out and stuff. and sometimes I loose weight.. but it's not because I am starving myself.
.. another thing I hate.. people taht want to pick out my destiny for me.. augh it's like I believe I am old enough to make my own decisions.. and I really don't need you all telling me out it's all going to end up.. because everyone is so wrong about me.. no one knows who I am.. and .. well it's like.. evreyone is so shallow.. they don't want to get to know a person taht has depth you know. it's all just who has the biggest boobs.. not got shes got a killer personality
rockon
tabitha
| | 0 @ 13-05-2005 12:58 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way youre always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when youre not around,
and the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you,
not even close
not even a little bit
not even at all
I might feel better now..................
| | 0 @ 13-05-2005 13:46 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| What about suicide ? I understand the hurt and frustration and the empty feelings....but I want to know what it will be like to truly fall in love, to get married have children ....life throws us lemons all the time, how can you tell everyone that the bottle of asprin just ended up in your stomach? Or you wanted to know what a scalpel feels like on your wrists? Or youre gonna blow your head off? I have seen death, its not pretty..I have seen the look on the family's faces and there was no suicide involved. The pain.....
no words to describe it.
It aint tv...and its not the answer....................so dont tell me you " just wanted to know what it would be like" | | 0 @ 13-05-2005 16:47 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| yea.. I have had my experiences with suicide. . only one of my old friends is still alive.. there is a thread here called 'drugs' that Merlin made a long time ago that talks about alot of it..
tried to kill myself once.. umm.. I guess I just did it to see if I would bleed.. but.. I didn't.. something just wants to keep me alive... bloody ashes whether I want to be or not.. doesn't matter what crazy shirt I do.. near death but never dead..
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 13-05-2005 20:48 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| How about guys who cant take no for an answer
Its not all about this lets just be friends bshite either. If I say its over, or there is nothing there,
why isnt that enough? Why do you feel the need to call me or stop me at work when you know Im busy or not in the mood. Then I'm the bitch, and how fair is that? The more you pursue me the more turned off I get........
And why do I always lose my train of thought when I think I'm on a roll????
| | 0 @ 14-05-2005 01:27 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| I thought I knew you but when you're with other ppl you are so friggin different...what is the deal with that? Is being in the spotlight such a big deal at all times? When Im shining you beg for my attention, but when Im not, Im nothing to you. Can you please tell me why?? | | 0 @ 14-05-2005 03:41 Pandora |
22,882 posts
|  becca you know I love you..
yea.. I have a thing with guys liking me becoming obsessed and then hating me because I don't like them back.. I can't help it that I am not goign to like every person that likes me.. it's just not humanly possible.. and it's like I owe it to them to atleast try for some reason.. augh but it's all bullshite to me. because I see no reason in giving a guy I don't like a chance just to give him some false hope that it might actually work out.. when it never will... blah I dont' know..
today I had a problem with people saying that I didnt' know how to do my job... how can you tell soemoen how to do their job.. when you don't even know what the effing hell there job is? augh.. it's so annoying.. I need a new job.. started looking tonight. .I have got to get out of that damn hospital.. it's nothing but a huge soap opera.
rockon
| | 0 @ 15-05-2005 07:29 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Im just gettin home from the game, and I have a good buz on...but I am content, what is it with me? I laid out at our pool and I am burned, but I will be a great color after. I need to be with someone, but only someone who loves me
I think I may be rambling
So Sorry | | 0 @ 15-05-2005 07:52 NightHobbit | 23,464 posts
| i have this thing where guys "pretned" to like me "get with me" and then "use me" and then "dump" me
why do i find such jerks?
i've never had a guy obessess over me.,.. | | 0 @ 15-05-2005 18:33 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Wow, I must have been buzzed.
But I had a good time 
| | 0 @ 16-05-2005 01:39 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| She is the biggest bitch ever, what does everyone see in her? Someone took away her op for a reason...I think she is mean and needy
I dont even want to talk to her
And he made me so mad tonite, I thought we were friends, but he said I was rude to Nikki_07
who claims she slit her wrist, I think I know what a slit wrist looks like even in verbage
oh well , maybe its time for me to fly
REALITY, what a concept | | 0 @ 16-05-2005 20:07 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| having guys obsess over you isn't the greatest in the world.. I wouldn't have a problem with guys that just tried to 'use' me .. because then I could just tell them all where to head out.. but they are all genuine feelings.. which makes it so effing hard to say... no that can't happen.. it won't happen.. because I don't feel the same for you..
It's like something about my personality that just draws people to me.. like today.. I was talking to 4 guys all morning.. sure I enjoy it.. but I wish they all would just want to stay friends.. because I get along with guys so much better than I do girls.. girls have a tendancy to get so pissy over stupid things.. and it's annoying to have to deal with... so it's refreshing to be able to talk to someone that's not like that.. but I would rather talk to a guy that wouldn't want anymore out of it..
I think that's why me and Rob (emo kid rob) get along so well.. because we can talk about everything.. we can talk all day long.. haha I can tell him that I want to join him when he runs off to his little 'baths' and I can just say anything to him.. and he takes it as jokes between 'friends' and nothing more... everyone else would like to put more there.. but we are good friends and nothing more.. that's the reason I enjoy talking to him so much.. because it's not like 'ohh tabitha you are sexy'.. and 'oh.. why you are you talking to someone else, I thought we had something going on'... its 'I'm moving to the UK and we are going to have sex and go out for drinks.. is that cool with you?' haha.. nah, but like you know.. the comfort is there.. through the friendship.. and we both know that we can depend on each other.. without having the 'oh you are so hot' and 'oh god I so want to do you'.. shallow conversations.. blah those are fun.. but not something I want to say back and forth for a couple of hours..
I just wish more guys could be like him then I wouldn't have so many problems.. because then I could just talk and have fun.. and not have anyone else expect anything more from me
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 16-05-2005 21:16 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| I am so quitting my job just as soon as I can find something else.. I don't care if I will have benefits or not.. I will just get all my meds filled up and deal without when the time comes.. because this is all so freaking effed up.. they all act like I don't know how to do my job.. and I do.
All these stupid changes that they are making.. and none of them are going to make a damn difference.. they say they want to the hospital to go forward.. but alll they want is to be some snotty rich hospital that only the yuppies go to and bullshite.. forget everything else..
God, I just wish I could go home today and never come back.. I have an interview tomorrow tho .. when a new marketing company in Athens.. so I am hoping that something will come from that .. and I can get something going.. put in my notice, and get out of this damn place.
I wanted something in the day time here.. because I get paid well.. and I have my insurance.. but right now.. I would take the pay in cut just to get out and not have to worry about any of this shite.
And there is a guy that is walking up and down the hallway that is wearing on of my ex boyfriends colognes.. and that makes me miss him so much.. (not talking about Erik) especially right now when it's like.. everything is effed up .. and my shoulders are killing me and I feel like shite.. I just wish he was still here to hold me, and say 'the fire hasn't went out yet, you're still warm, and we will make it' sometimes I wonder if the fire when out with him
Work shouldn't be this stressful... everything shouldn't always be hard.. can't there be a time.. when like.. suddenly everything just works for once? Everytime that I think I am on top of everything... all helll breaks loose and I am alone to deal with it.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 17-05-2005 02:17 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Ohh a snotty hospital, that stinks
I hope you find a better fitting job...
One of the gals I work with found out she has breast cancer... she is only 36 and has 2 kids
I didnt get into specifics as I didnt want to make her cry....I just know that would suck bad.
I agree with the hanging out with guys... I work with allmost all girls and it is soo frigging petty sometimes, especially if a young strapping resident comes along...you should see them scrambe to get their hair and makeup done!
I have to laugh, if you dont like what you see originally, then you arent for me, thats for sure!
I wish I had a " Rob" of my own...so far all my Robs are gay...absolutely nothing wrong with that, but the joking around isnt always as fun.
I bought a fish tonite, and named him
"Bi-Betta" I think he likes guys too....hmmmz | | 0 @ 17-05-2005 23:20 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| aww becca  you can be my new lovah if you would like
I am sorry to hear about your friend.. that's sad, I hope everything works out for the best
.... still aggrivated to the extreme with work.. blah it's so annoying.
I have been talking to so many random people here lately.. it's just insane... all of them are guys too, I feel like such a whore.. maybe I need a fish to talk to, and then I could be like, 'I can't have sex with a fish, he would just... get lost'... because everyone thinks that because I am just carrying on conversations with different people I am trying to date them all.
There is this really sweet guy that leaves about an hours drive from me.. that I just started talking to this week.. and yep.. he's a total hottie.. got on his webcam yesterday haha.. we had both just woke up so it was so like sleepiness going on.. and then he went and took his shirt off... off over in the corner.. while I was spose to be away .. and off making my waffles.. and yep tabby had 'instant orgasm' going on.. like instant potatoes, but instead of water.. just and extremely goregous shirtless guy.. ooh he was pretty.. But... he's like a not really hispanic.. but something... that's not all white.. and well I have always had a thing with just dating white guys.. nothing against anyone else.. but like.. I don't know.. just never been put to the situation.. and I don't want to date him or anything.. but he's a really sweet guy.. and his walls are like this awesome orange colour and he has this crystal light thing.. so it's all rainbowed and pretty on his walls.. and then he has his shirt off and he was all cut.. and had those hip muscles you know.. *drools* I would so do a guy just for those hip muscles.. *sighs* but alas.. tabby is staying single because she must... and he's fun to talk to... he's wanting to meet up at the mall this weekend for a movie and shopping or something... hmmz.. I might just go.. just for the fun of it.
and then there is the other guy that lives a bit farther away.. that's a computer nut.. and he's nice to look at as well .. hehe I am surrounded by goregous poeple.. but he's got a crazy head on his shoulders we just sit there and laugh the whole time.. just joking about different things.. like there are so many random things we talk about its.. horrible haha..
and then there is Erik's friend Deaver.. that I thought would be a total jerk with me.. haha but I think he likes me better than he does ERik now... like.. he said that erik said all these bad things about me... augh I hate that.. why can't you just break up and get over it without running your mouth and shite... argh.. but yea.. so I have been talking to him almost every night.. because he's the only one around here that stays up as late as I do.. haha
so yea.. that's the main people that I am talking to not from LSI right now.. and it's not like ..'talking' to as in dating.. just talking to.. in a general conversation way..
I got my cam to working again last night.. I am excited.. I am goign to be on it all weekend I know it.
I feel a whole lot better right now.. like its weird.. I hope it stays this way.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 18-05-2005 20:43 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Ill always be your luvah Tab 
Well, It doesnt look like you need a fish...not only is my beta bi, hes so vain! Yes he thinks this song is about him.....he struts around in the bowl and spends all of his time in front of the mirror...
damn fish wont even look my way....
But, I met a boy at the Padre game the other day
get this his name is Justice...wow, and I could use some Justice right about now...we are going out Friday nite....he says he has everything planned....  Should be interesting..
I cant stand this Nurse Angelica who works with me, she thinks she is a friggin MD ...and she is only a MA..but she knows everything....tries to tell me how to do my job and everything....
Blah on her I say!
| | 0 @ 18-05-2005 20:48 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| ohh.. justice.. the name just makes me want to do him.. good girl becca!
hehe, I am sorry about the fishies.. you should get a gold fish.. betas are too pround.. they strut around like they own the whole fish bowll.. and you just wnat to say.. if you don't stop I will take your little palm tree away and you will be nakies!!!! and show them who is boss... but gold fish.. they are always happy to see you.. I had one that would jump out of the water when it saw me.. but one day it jumped out while I was gone and died poor little fishies
guppie are stupid tho.. they just run around sucking up water and junk.. they make the weirdest little pucker faces .. weirdo sexual fishes.. it's like if a guy was sitting beside the fish bowl he would get hard on thinking the fish wanted a piece of him.. augh, men and fish.. you can't do anything with them.
rockon
tabitha | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 01:04 indigoeyes | 91 posts
| Lol thats gonna be the name of my band
" Men and Fish"
ha I can just picture some lout watching a fish and getting hard!!! 
Im going to the fish store tomorrow... I think a goldfish would be nice.........
I need a fish to feed my beta, and I will name that fish angelica...itll make me feel better............ | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 01:07 grimley | 319 posts
| wow, pandora you sound excessively burnt out and angry, would you like to talk about it?? pm me holla!
grimley | | 0 @ 19-05-2005 01:32 Pandora |
22,882 posts
| haha we can start a band becca!!
haha.. burnt out? nah.. just getting started.. I am happy.. but I have messengers on my profile if you would like to add me
rockon
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